Sunday, August 17, 2008

just felt like writing this out somewhere right now(:
im such a 'feel-like-doing-this-so-just-do-it' person.

anyway.
i had such a wonderful break.
i mean i havent been through a really, crazily hectic schedule,
but i just felt like i needed a day right then, where i could just stay at home and chill.
and yesterday was just it.

on fri i went to visit my godmum(: and i had an awesome time there. they have 2 dogs now! a new golden retriever which is sooooooooooooo lovable and friendly haha. feels like marley just jumped out of the 'marley and me' book. but im glad i got to see them all again. but i was so tired i didnt manage to talk to them more, i just fell aslp on the couch at 9pm. and my godmum got me to go up to the study and sleep instead.

i left the next morning at 7plus and i walked with my godmum to the busstop.
she's such a gift in my life.
im in no way blood-related to this family but they raised me like i was, and i wasnt angelic when i was a kid. and i gained 2 protective godbrothers through this all who always watched over me and add humour to my life (:
i talked to my godmum about my life right now until the bus came.
when i boarded the bus i told myself to dedicate more time to this family i am miraculously tied to.

so went for a swim by myself and thoroughly enjoyed it haha.
love the sun, the water and the fact that im MOVING.
one thing about my work is, im tired after work and i wouldnt BUDGE at home, let alone go out and exercise. and i totally detested that.
i feel like i need to MOVE, exercise or something.

towards late afternoon, i decided to go for a jog around the neighbourhood (:
and it was such a joy just listening to music and jog leisurely.
and sometimes enjoying the scenery, like father and son playing soccer on an open field. really heartwarming and cute to watch(:

the whole day yesterday was just like me-time.
i did whatever i wanted to.
sang, watched olympics, read,exercised,played stepmania :D
simple things that just complete a nice break.

and soon i'll be back in school with test, homework and some issues to settle.

my caregroup leader sent me this:

but we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not depressed; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed.. 2 Corinthians 4:7

thought it was pretty nice(:

i will pray for this team
there'll be a change.
just hold on people.

Posted by jm(: at Sunday, August 17, 2008