Friday, February 29, 2008

today(:

hahaha gosh today started off like a lil bad i guess?
like i felt so isolated.
like never talk much to ppl. HAHA
o well.
random morning blues.
no energy to hype up ALL the time (:

anyway during english lesson, the speeches were like quite cool(:
can see improvement ppl! haha
I LIKE GREGORY'S N WEILING'S SPEECHES
greg like...wah. natural speaker man.
totally caught my attention NONSTOP for the whole 5+ min.
not say the topic VERYVERYVERY interesting. but its just the way he says it. cool analogies(:
unlike mayfong's analogies. haha!!
weiling's speech also commanded my attention.
like just striking la. abt respect(: because i think its really really true.
bold one(: i think she just needs to improve presentation-wise then her speeches will be dam cool(:

o yeah got back maths test to see our marks.
hmmm im quite happy w my marks la.
like i srsly thot i might screw it up cox i think i was thinking quite alot abt the issac matches HAHA
so yeah. but i was like praying xD HAHA
'God please help me for this test.'
n yeah. thank God man.(:
its really thru His might.

n played basketball as usual n tire myself out before trainings =.=
anyway was always fun. HAHA
cox like, teamwork la.
its wht makes me wanna play bball all the time.
n when the ball is in, no matter who scored it, everyone shares the joy la.

NETBALL!
i lovee netball(:
i love my juniors, trainers, coaches, teams. (: everything.
lol
siao la. suddenly so lovey.
anyway was fun as usual la. tho kinda slack.
haha ended up talking w bfg cox she wanted to talk to me abt smthing.
then ended up running 4 rounds w her. AND talk.
so yeah. imagine how slow we were.
then added 2 rounds cox felt like we werent really warmed up

but played a fun game : A n B vs C div. lol so funny! mayfong was GS, i was GA then bfg C.
like wahhh. so random.
haha but mayfong! wah shots not bad ar. grow taller can le la. maybe like 30cm(:

SLI was ok....cox got ppl to talk to(:
hammey,yw,yl,elaine,mayfong etc.
so yeah. WOW hammey ur present so nice! im sharing it too k.(:
good buy, steph n ada. -thumbs up

THEN me, mayfong, bfg,elaine,cheryl lit, yueqi went to eat KFC.
pls. no more kfc next time k.
then hahah was funny as usual. xD cox mayfong n qian always so darn lame!
hahahhaa
n we were telling elaine we very scared of her! HAHA
wooops.
anyway mayfong had to leave at 8 cox her mum picking her up from hostel. then she RAN LIKE CRAZY according to herself. LOL
poor thing.

so everyone left. i think elaine n cheryl left at like 9.
then bfg n i talked like until...10ish pm?
abt alot of stuff la. hahaha. -pats bfg on the back
dunno why she always think i very stressed o.o im so not. hahahha
still always go n play (:
anyway was good talking la. just feel more...relaxed i guess(:

sigh.
NATIONALS.
pls.
pls.
pls.
pls.

i need a miracle.

oh yeah its 12am now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMEERA(: i love u babe. so much so much. haha!

ok tml morn need to go watch issac finals(: shud be exciting!

Posted by jm(: at Friday, February 29, 2008

Thursday, February 28, 2008

):

erjie just left for the airport.

sighh mum advised me not to go send her off cox will come back really late.

omgosh so sad.
):
she's gng to UK n she's not gonna come back for a year.
dammit im like missing her already ):
n i really hate to say goodbyes cox it hurts n i dont wanna start crying.
tried to hold back my tears alr when we hugged.
but shit
i already dread the fact tht she's already gone.

one year man.
when she comes back i would have graduated, taken all my sch exams, my APs and ended my high sch life.

but o man. i really miss her.
all those times we watched movies tgt w dajie, at home or theatres.
n all those times we went shopping n everything.
n tht time when she n nik came to support me when our band performed at orchard.
n all those candid moments we had tgt cox we love being stupid xD
n we always love scaring dajie cox she's more timid haha!

really pray tht she'll do well in UK (:
i love u so much sis.

Posted by jm(: at Thursday, February 28, 2008

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

push off

TODAY:

haha happy birthday ada!(:
wooo grats on being 18! mature la huh
xD
anyway hoped u had fun today! haha even tho the movie (JUMPER) wasnt totally fantastic, still hoped u enjoyed our company!(: n like your pretty slippers!

sigh cant believe i missed out on another wed.
like last night my parents insisted that i go to the doc this morn cox of my flu n cough.
but my flu n cough's like only in the morn and night. feel tht its fine during the day leh.
weird la. n everyone's getting sick >< like the season man.
so anyway i have like 5 medicine O.O like huh?
have the feeling the doc just anyhow give haha.

so then met ada,steph,ham,joshua,bry,gabriel,yw n yl at like 1.45! to watch jumper at cathay(:
OKAY
so jumper wasnt so fantastic.
good effects but kinda like poor plot and script.
gah abit disappointing.
n some parts gave me the feeling tht they were just slotted in to 'fulfil' some plot requirements.
but yea watch it for effects bah(:

YESTERDAY:
k highlight of ytd was match vs uwc.
but dunno why
again we did poorly.
like i felt tht it was one of my worst matches ever.
basically i made a lot of stupid mistakes. find it hard to pass to my attackers cox sometimes its just too dangerous to me. gahhh i really find it so dam stupid pls.
n there were alot of 'ahhhhh shit.' moments like when the ball's already in our goal circle but somehow it got back out.

n i think coach was disappointed la. so were jingyi n qian.
like so sad tht we waste their efforts in teaching us for these few weeks.
i mean dunno why on mon evening's training we still could do it, but just couldnt for ytd.
so screwed.

n so after tht ms chen talked to us all.
i really find fault with this school.
like when can they stop restricting us to studying like mad.
when can they see tht we need to be well-rounded instead of being such AAAAA students.
argh.
i know tht if i didnt push for nats, i'll totally regret. hope tht we can still train hard ): sigh. if only mayfong, jas n eunice can still continue. its like alr trained tgt lor. tho our team's not tht good but we've been tgt for like how long already. ARGH. will totally miss training with them all ):

o btw thanks to all supporters who came(:

after tht elaine,jas,eunice,qian,jingyi n me went to subway to eat.
BFG AR. whack dam hard la.
knocked the breath outta me. poor me!
haha but anyway we were like eating n chatting at subway.
was fun(:
then went home like at 10! haha oops.
then ya faster do chem lab report hahaha

i wanna train.
i dont even feel like taking a break now.
i just wanna settle all these.
set our destination.
then push off.
like now.

Posted by jm(: at Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Monday, February 25, 2008

today!



haha last night was really fun(:

me n erjie went to support daddy mummy at their singing competition!
n WOOOO
dad won a gold award PLUS COSTUME AWARD(male) LOL
mum won a silver award(:
CONGRATS dad n mum(:

mum was really cool
like she went to 'rent' this korean costume for her performance haha!
n i tried it on(:

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erjie,mum,me dad on stage!

ANYWAY
had training today n it was not bad haha
like we did courtwork n some throw-ins n stuff.
really thank God for coach man
cox she had nth today then had to come all the way down here (she stays FAR away)
to coach us for 1.5hr
(:
THANKS COACH
like she's really nice la.

ADIV
let's just give it OUR really best shot tml k
i mean its like the last match that we'll be playing tgt as a team
since some of u cant play for nationals :/
lets not think abt losing, winning
just put up a TOUGH fight
JIAYOU KAY
(:

o man
i really love D GRAY MAN anime series(:
love the recent episodes!
wooo crowned clown(:
ALLEN WALKER
dam.
so cool.

Posted by jm(: at Monday, February 25, 2008

Saturday, February 23, 2008

wooooo

hahaha woke up today with like abit of aching arms, n thighs.
tsktsk. so unfit! haha

anyway ytd in sch was dammmm fun.
like no english! so only had one lesson in the morninggggggggg :D
so from 9 to 10.30--> BASKETBALL n it was so fun i tell u.
like we played with alot of yr 2 girls n they're pretty fun! haha
so it was like the usual yr 6s -yw,me,tanli,eugene,nat.

then took a break.

AND PLAYED AGAIN
hahahha
with gabriel n theo. haha! quite fun la.
3v3 with girls v guys is like...tiring haha. but not bad right, GIRLS?(:

n haha i play basketball w netball style. like funny when i prac stood there n waited to pass ball.
then some ppl snatched the ball from me.
LOL

so we played till like 11 30 or sumthing.
n went for a short lunch! yw, yl, ada, ham, me.
all talk crap like really long xD n the whole day i was laughing at ada's mouth. HEHEHE

then all went up to netball court to help me n ameera train. more of ameera, cox she GS haha!
then ada n yw so cool la. like trying to learn the rules n stuff.
wish they were in the team as well! haha would be really fun(:

i think training ytd was good overall(:
haha thot we're gonna have a really light training. guess not.
anyway did c-pass practises. im losing my dodging ability. gah
n then did like half court w coach, qian n all.
coach so cooool la!
like when she was getting the defenders to defend her when she play GA
so fast pls.
movements so precise. like she knows exactly wht to do.

n qian is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tall
prob has an bird's eye view of everything xD
she was like shouting out commands like 'left left, right right, double guard double guard!' etc
but i think no one heard except for me cox she was def me??
hilarious!

then we played w bdiv n cdiv.
hahaha dunno leh.
like quite messed up
n i think i was quite frantic cox i was WA n i couldnt pass into the circle cox no one's coming out.
n i think i ended up being quite fierce.

DAMMM
i really think its stupid k.
i thot it was like norm for ppl to shout n whtever on court, but i guess sometimes i get fierce n ppl cant take it :/

sorrryyy jasmine! ):
need to control myself. need to take things all on a happier note(:
sorry guys!
promise i will control my FEROCITY hahaha

just like a teacher said before 'when you're in the game, you're no longer yourself' ROFL HAHA
i hope yiyi n hammey rmb that. xD
dam funny.

but hope tht yall know i have this immense desire to see yall desire to do better
not to win matches or whtever,
but its just tht, when ppl really wanna improve, the whole teamwork thing will be there.
u play for ur teammates
u play well so that u can contribute to the goal
u play well so that u can do ur part in helping the team.

tht's the whole point isnt it.

anyway i have my own stuff to improve on!(:
1. reduce my ferocity, increase my "angelicity"
2. my half stepsssss when passing :/
3. looking at space in the zone
4. moving in semi circle
n many more.
-faints

oh God, help me do a better job(:

anyway i think overall not so bad play. i really see the defence side improve more le.
but still not there yet. but JIAYOU K
but i guess ytd u all were tired.
esp trackers
like ELEVEN ROUNDS AROUND THE TRACK?ouch :/
heart hurts for yall.
n nanos looked even more SIAN n TIRED more than usual
haha!

but yeah coach was angry w us for all our stupid mistakes.
sighhh i commited stupid mistakes too. crappp :/
17 mistakes.
17x10 =170
punishment =170 pushups
we all ended up doing like half pushups, half crunches
i did like 90 pushups? then 60 crunches.
hope we all learnt the lesson. :/

cg session was cool(:
like was good.
good sharing, good testimony
n stuff shared really related to how i felt last night.
Thank God for the right timing for healing of my soul.(:
n praise n worship was good too!
missed my cg so much, so glad to see them all again(:
its like a refreshing session for me.

k.
shall stop being so ferocious on court. HAHA
promise promise promise.
but i still wanna see the step forward(:

Posted by jm(: at Saturday, February 23, 2008

Friday, February 22, 2008

tired but so thankful

i dunno how to say

this is so sad.
its like i cant see it anymore, but i know my heart never wanna stop believing.

i dunno how to phrase it
its like
each n every one of u matters so much to me
n i want so much so much so much for a step forward.
but sometimes so hard to see it.

n sometimes there's so much to handle.

but oh God.
i really hear this calling.
i hear this calling to not give up.
i hear You telling me to hang on so tight so there wont be a time where i can lose confidence.

i will.
i will never give up on this.

i will push for it.

Dear God.
Your mighty n supernatural strength in me.

thanks ameera(:
i really appreciate it sooooo dam much.
like it was powerful la.
n i really feel it from u. thanks babe(:

cried again after talking to bfg.
but im just more re-affirmed.
n i truly hear His will for this.

Thank you, Lord.(:
thank you for the enlightening cg session too
i love all the sharing n stuff.
i know this whole thing is something tht Your favour is upon.
n the endpoint is going to be really really..amazing(:

im sorry if im fierce on court guys.
but know tht i really want to push yall to ur best.
im not condemning ur mistakes.
everyone can make mistake
but i need to see the desire to improve.

Posted by jm(: at Friday, February 22, 2008

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

BEEN BUSY!

haha haven updated in like 2 days!been busy w homework n quizzes. -faints.

MON
played a match vs acjc n we lost like terriblyyyyyyyy.
hahaha
but was really sad la. like i feel tht i didnt put in enough effort as well.
n basically the whole team was like really demoralized after a while.

n i was really sad after the match.
cox we really disappointed qian.
tho coach was saying it was okay, can tell a hint of disappointment.
n i felt that i let down my team too by committing unforced errors.

BUT HEY
i mean its over. n im okay abt it now (:
just that i learn that no matter who ur opponents are, just go ALL OUT.
give it all no matter what.
like so what if they're taller than u by heads.
so what if they're stronger n bigger.
will just better myself each time (: more impt

TUES
nth much! haha nothing SIGNIFICANT.

TODAY: WED
urmmm was like kinda unwell in the morn.
had sorethroat n clogged nose n whtever.
woke up with such a dam horrible sounding voice. -shocked
think i shocked ameera when i called her to tell her that i wasnt gng to sch in the morn.

but anyway i just did some hw, took some medicine, rested at home in the morn.
then went to sch at noon to go for a bio field trip to....UNDERWATER WORLD :D

underwater world.
is
like
really
COOL.

lol i prac looked like some deprived kid.
i was like 'woooooooooooooooow so interesting' here n there.
i loved seeing all the different marine animals!
like HUGE FISHES N CATFISHES. -faints. tht kind tht grows up to 3metres!

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a HUGE fat fish swimming in the enclosure. we were at the travelator! which was so awesome, with so many marine fishes and sharks swimming around us.

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stingray!

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seahorse with its tail around a pipe(:

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an enclosure showing a real developing young small shark at 7-9 weeks!

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ada n her hotspot--touchpool(:

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a type of seahorse with camouflage ability(: to look like some seaweed, leaves.

really had a fun day out at the underwater world.
haha n was really interesting to hear abt facts abt various sharks from teachers n even gabriel LOL

n gosh really hope next time we get to swim with the fishes n sharks O.O n definitely dolphins(: if we have the chance, right ada?(:

after the field trip, went out for steamboat dinner w family(:
at like beach road or sumthing.
n o my.
so deliciousssssssssss hahaha
n really had a fun time w family haha.
so sad erjie's leaving for UK soon ): like a long term thing pls.
gonna miss her so much.

anyway there's a match tml vs jjc(:
GIVE IT ALL KAY A DIV.
oh God.
pray that tml we can really give our best shot. no matter what.
no matter how tough it may be.
(:

i'll never stop believing.

Posted by jm(: at Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Sunday, February 17, 2008

here in my life

oh God.
i cant help but think abt ytd's match.
like u know, it showed us that we have the potential.
like how we caught up in the last 2 quarters.

Im really touched by God's Grace.
how many times would i have failed if not for His Strength in me?
how many times He told me to hang on when i felt like giving up on my responsibility, my team.
n how subtle lil things He did for me can affect me so much.

sang this song in arrow service worship ytd.
n i couldnt get it out of my head.
this song really speaks to me.
how one cannot walk alone, how i would drown in my own failures w/o His grace.
Thank you, Lord.(:

Here in my life
Hillsong
Saviour King Album

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way!

jiayou for tml's match Adiv(:
we've worked hard to come this far.
dont let fear,pressure or anything erase ur efforts.

Posted by jm(: at Sunday, February 17, 2008

Saturday, February 16, 2008

today's match(:

today's just pure wow.

k today we played vs acs international.
encountered the same team which came for friendly last time(: so yea we know these ppl

k basically we started off w 2 lousy quarters.
like no one's prac warmed up or sumthing
n everyone's just pure blur. hahaha
i mean our team la.

BUT

i think its amazing like, how we caught up in the 3rd n 4th quart?
like we just got better n better on the spot.
n it was like a diff combi from the 2nd/3rd to 4th quart.
so yea it worked quite well(:

anyway i think we really did a not-bad job today(:
considering its our first tournament style kinda match using a new team.
with ppl from all diff ccas.
but i think its so nice to see at the end of the day how we can all work today quite well(:
but definitely got room for improvement yea!

hmm today i played like GA, then WA for the rest of the quarts. hahah WA quite fun actually.

o in case u dont know, we lost tho. hahaha lost by like 30ish shots.

o yeah gotta say tht:

elaine's so good at c! hahaha. like she carried the game for 4 quarts! basically took ball from def all the way to me (WA) so we can take it to attack side. woo goodjob!

n yea good shooting shooters(: jas n ham. woooo gjgjgj.

haha n EUNICEEEE dont be sad k): cox we all feel for u. dont worry dont be stress, we'll get better w more trainings k(: JIAYOU BABE

btw THANKS TO SUPPORTERS WHO CAME(:
thanks peeps, really meant alot to us hahaha.
all the encouragement we can hear when we're on court.
at least i did(:

hope maymay's leg better! srsly dunno wht happened man. n suddenly she just limped outta court. i went forward but i was called back into the game. lol...so not used to tournament style aye?
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so after the whole game we went to eat!
like: qian,jingyi,me,elaine,ada,steph,gabriel,bryan.
at like junction8?!?!? pastamania. hahaha where QIANQIAN WORKS

anyway was like SO FUN hahaha
prac talked n laughed like crazy due to qianqian's gestures, phrases n whtever la! hahah pls lor dam funny la BFG! -recalls the bibs-tag-number thing :D

o later pei qian to yoshi cox she was sick of pastamania haha.
n then WE CONTINUED BEING CHAOTIC
like OUCH LA qian. pain k.
-slaps her stomach.
hahahaha

btw during the game:
it helps so much when ppl shout. of course not all at the same time xD
like can hear qian ('wah lao 5 feet already la, want 10 feet issit??' ROFL n 'STEPPING?!?!' etc)
n coach was saying like 'come forward come forward'
n i think when i heard it i really did
so gradually came forward more.
n i think shouting worked for elaine too haha.

after tht we went our separate ways.
me,ada,steph,gab went with us to new crea arrow service!hahaha
so cool(: hope they enjoyed it, n brought something back w them.
then qian n jingyi went shopping, elaine went home.

arrow was not bad. just tht i was REALLY tired.
ALMOST fell aslp.
thank God i didnt. (:
omgosh n its like the 3rd time i missed church band prac.
so sorrrrrry ): but i think matthias was very nice cox everytime i asked him he'll fill me in :D thanks!
k i will def go the next one!

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o man
so wanna thank God for today.
i mean we all learnt so much yea
as in we never had a match tht could tell us all our stupid mistakes more clearly like todays.
at least for me.
everything became so evident.
k now let's work harder!:D jiayou my beloved Adiv!

prayed hard in the morn for today's match.
n i had confidence in the Lord.
felt like i was assured by Him. (:

prayed tht i would play my best today, so tht i wouldnt let my team members down.
hmmm felt tht its not yet my limit or anything so i believe i can still improve.
yep, but thank God for all the guidance i received today(:

Posted by jm(: at Saturday, February 16, 2008

Friday, February 15, 2008

bliss

man im really tired, n my fingers hurt now.

haha today classes were like alright(:
math was okay as usual.
not like it was ever VERY interesting but yeah i dont have a huge thing for math yeah.
hahaha

eng was quite fun. except tht its like sooooooo long cox he added one lil period.
got to see a few good speeches
n i got to evaluate jacque's speech too(: which i felt was fun.
n ROLE PLAYING was like dam funny
APPLAUSE FOR GREG'S GRP PLS
like a boring convo --> they made the scenario into a convo with a person, who has split personality. n greg was really funny! hahah whole class just cracked up(:

wooo love bball too!
played for like duno how long before netball training.
n as usual it was always so hilarious (:
like gabriel with his lame narrative singing, n ball-bouncing-off-his-head kinda scenes. HAHA
always good to play bball heh

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training today was really good

basically warmed up, did passes, a few pair drills, then played match w bdiv

i think we did well in first quart? hahah but coach said we improved as the quarters proceeded.
(:
-cheers for all players!

after tht we went for team dinner!
to KFC hahaha like so fun!
it was like: me,elaine,jasmine,eunice,mayfong,twins,qian,jingyi
we talked so much, laughed so hard (at qian n mayfong HAHAHA)
man hope next time more ppl can join us(:

hahaha tml's our first match vs acsi.

i dont feel nervous srsly.
more like my heart is slow or sumthing, or i ran outta adrenaline.

i have this peaceful, happy feeling.
like somehow, i feel tht GOD Himself, is so mighty n capable in taking care of our small lil Adiv.(:
n tht no matter what, it can all turn out good for us tml.

like i just know. n im gonna trust HIM with all my heart (as much as i can)
n im gonna trust my teammates no matter how much preparation we have.
let's all be confident yea!

my fingers hurt. but i feel so much better now tht this is typed out. (: like my fatigue is fading.

omgosh.
i love my team so much(:
no matter how many mistakes we make,
i'll still love yall.
my heart goes out to all of u(:

Dear Lord, this is all so dam impt to me.
i commit everything, this team, tml's match in Your hands
n i know that no matter what the outcome
we can take something positive home.

i know that by YOUR STRENGTH,
we can do it.
n that Your love, is never going to fade.

o yeah n hammey!(:
cheer up k!
no matter what, we'll support u.
come play w the team tml, n we'll be your pillar of strength(:
love u!

REST WELL PPL(: n thanks to ada,steph, n elaine fung, n other ppl supporting us tml!
appreciate it sooooo much(:

Posted by jm(: at Friday, February 15, 2008

Thursday, February 14, 2008

DEDICATION TO ADIV NETBALL TEAM

HEY DEAREST NETBALLERS FROM ADIV(:

hey i really wanna say a HUGE THANKS to all of you (on VDAY)
for all the effort yall put in! all the encouragement, all the lending of tape (so generous), all the advice etc.

i think its really amazing that, even tho you all are from different ccas (from dance to track, to even gamelan etc) : you guys are really so hardworking.

its so obvious tht when some people cant run anymore, they still continue.
its so amazing that when some people cant get things right, they try their best to correct it.
its so inspiring that when some people didnt get their shots in, didnt pass properly, the rest would encourage them.

Elaine:
hey! dont worry about your stam k. i know its a cause for concern, but im like so sure u can do it pls! you're an awesome C yeah!!! n yeah just trust in your ability n in HIS strength in you(: dont say 'i shud sit out, n just dont play' cox everyone on court has a purpose in bringing the game home. so dont opt out k(: n since u're on court(def a reason why u're there), dont worry n do your part well(:

Eunice:
good defending, babe(: its like it takes some stuff(like coach's scolding) to get u to get into form, but when u do, you're good! haha im sorry if i elbowed you. believe you can do it kay(: thanks for all the fun, laughter n COMICAL STUFF U DO on court xD

Mayfong:
haha i know you're having a hard time doing defence cox you're not really used to it, prob dont even like it, but know tht you're doing it cox you CAN yea(: n rmb tht it really helps the team so much overall when u do wht u do. yep work hard k!

Eugenia:
haha tho i dont see u often in trainings, but im glad you still made it sometimes(: really appreciate it!

haha be prepared to play GD yeah! but dont worry, its all a challenge n test, so even if we're to play something unfamilar, let's just give it our best shot(: dont worry abt zone area, its easy to get used to switching zones! jiayou!

Celine:
hey! dunno why but u dont really talk to us! but heyy its so cool tht u're putting so much effort in whtever u do(: like running as long as you can, defend as much as possible tho u're still not quite used to the game. keep it up ok! will improve as long as we're consistent in our efforts(:

Vivian:
HAHA you ar. always trying to come out for centre pass w some difficulty. BUT i can tell u tht u really improved(: you did pretty well on tues during the short session!! but rmb how u did it k. n thanks so much for the commitment. its not easy cox i know u twins are like GENTLE, but yeah im so glad u are trying ur best(:

Lillian:
lightlight! haha tho u always look so blur n so SIAN..u always do a good job(: if you're a lil taller u can be a GS! but its cool. can really see your urgency and your agility. haha n dont be worried when you try WA or some other positions? jus dont fear or doubt n just give your best shot k(:

Waileng:
tho you're one of the GENTLE ones xD i can really see your determination. i know tht i can be pressurizing when i wanna push you to get your catches, passes right, but you withstood it all(: good job k! n i know you can improve. just really set your mind to do it, n it'll be really soon when we see you catch n pass well. keep working hard!

Ameera:
im really really thankful tht you joined us all(: like i never really thought of asking many people from our clique cox they kinda dont support playing netball or training hard for comps. but im so glad (cox you're a really close fren of mine) that you said YES(: n it's not an empty YES but its a full force one, cox u've been training hard n been really committed(: let's shoot more k! n also improve in rotation!(:

Jasmine:
so glad you joined us! tho its later. but thanks so much jas!!(: the really good thing abt u is, tht u really ask when you dont know, n really try as hard as u can, cox you're afraid of stepping n stuff. but dont worry k(: just MAKE SURE you're firm in your steps, dont drag n u'll be fine. dont be afraid of pivoting or anything cox u're afraid of stepping. have faith yea!

Yunying:
hey thanks for coming for all these trainings tho u're really busy! can really tell you do your best to come tho its not like ur fave sport or anything, but its really heartwarming to see u do your best. in runs n everything. stay committed, determined to improve, n u will REALLY be a dam good def(:

Debbie
thanks for coming for all the trainings tho(: honestly i was disappointed when u skipped a training when you had to do your late homework or sumthing. its supposed to be done beforehand since u know there's training. but its ok(: good effort in all ur drills n runs yeah! work hard n u'll def improve k(: dont SLACK ar!!

ISAAC comp starts this sat for us.
let's treat it as a good gauge of where we stand with whtever preparation we have yeah.
so we can improve n MOVE ON(:
stick tgt n play hard(:

JIAYOU dearest netballers(:

Posted by jm(: at Thursday, February 14, 2008

valentine's day!(:

hey all! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY(:

wow today was really cool. hahaha
got lots of gifts from everyone. THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR GIFTS(:
i appreciate all the things made, bought, 'cooked up'
n dedications too! thanks mayfong n ethel!(:

i guess alot ppl enjoyed themselves today(:
such a sweet day for gifts, spreading of love n all haha. cool to see everyone in sch light up cox of all these lil tokens (:

anyway i still made some presents just now!cox today's gifts not enough hahaha.
i hope tml's still ok. still have to give trainers n coach haha

o yeah n today we did the photostamp! haha four of us --> JASH (jm,ada,steph n ham!)
really cool stamps. gonna wait for ada to scan n pass the photo file around so we can post it

anyway class still went on as usual.

atomic phy:
OMGOSH. ive never had like a 0 for a quiz before.
like most of class got ZEROS la.
just cox we used the forumla for hydrogen n there's only 2 questions in the quiz
n we all died.
-FAINTS.

english:
oooo speeches today(:
pretty interesting speeches today, like on frodian slip(dunno if i spelled it correctly) BY OUR DEAR AMEERA n so on.
actually really enjoy eng class now tht its not so tedious. its in fact really enjoyable, cox its like a sharing session n we all get to see each another better, or in a different light(:

dance class:
oh today's waltz.
like ok...kinda confusing in the beginning, but it began to unravel in my mini brain
so i kinda got it i guess.
but i still danced wrongly sometimes! haha sorry jiajun :x
n mayfong was like watching me n her feedback was like 'bobby! aiya CMI la.'
):
k nvm i'll work harder next time!!!

after PE me,ham,steph,jiajun,joshua all walked to clementi
me n ham went to eat at macs HAHAA
like ok.
my dad was like 'aiyo so ke lian, v day must eat w a FREN.' =.=
but anyway i still enjoyed it(: we talked abt lots of stuff la
n kinda laid out our vday gifts on the table n...analyzed them (:
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haha ytd training was like ..hmmm ok?(:
glad tht so many ppl turned up! wooo
n some of us played really different positions.
like er....me? i cant believed i played C ytd. full court. like LOL.
ok im like last person on earth to be C. but anyway
it was quite fun la. run anywhere(: but its gonna be TIRING
still prefer GA tho.
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o well vday's over soon.
hmmm saw more guys like waiting around at like random places in the public(:
aw so sweet.
n there was this guy with a HUGE teddy bear n a HUGE envelope. :O
cant help but smiled secretly when i saw him.

so happy today(: i love all of you my dear friends!(:

o yea.(: looking forward to tml's training!

Posted by jm(: at Thursday, February 14, 2008

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

chill~

ooooooooooooooooooooomygosh.
kay ISSAC IS HERE.
as in the competition.

jiayou Adiv(:!!!

hahaha o no was like feeling pissy at home just now. tsk.
sometimes just irritated w my dad la.
o well shall CHILL hahah

ahhhh need to make like vday presents.
like alot i think.
-rushes

wooo training tml w coach again!
let's hope it gets better(:
n WOW today VIVIAN(one of the twins) managed to come out so well! for a few times. for c pass.
hao piao liang de dodges n sprints.
pls do the same tml!:D

geee. kinda sick of QUIZZES all the time.
esp math n phy quiz. AND chem lab quiz.
-faints.

no matter how far off i go, You always managed to bring me back. Thank you, Lord(:

Posted by jm(: at Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Sunday, February 10, 2008

out and about!

had a really fun day today!

hahaha woke up kinda late today cox i just didnt feel like slping early last night (:
so yeah. n as usual steph comes over for flute
n we went like 'ahhhhhhhh chem lab again tml.' -monday blues

nt tht we dont like it, but we're kinda sick of DISTILLING + waiting + glaring at the collecting flask in hope that there'll be more drops of product.

basically did some work in the morn, then decided to go shopping w sisters (:

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yep so we went vivo
ate carl's junior--> which was kinda nice....but like it was a horrendous exp eating the silly some chicken thing wrapped w lettuce. plain messy.
k not gonna describe.

TODAY'S "LOOT"
-erjie :
got her nice cowboy boots from charles n keith(: the calves-covering kind.
a nice black shimmering top from river island (on sale)

-dajie:
got a nice pair of gladiator sandals looking gold heels frm topshop.

-me:
FINALLY i have a pair of boots which i really really love from URS.
n got a nice collar shirt from topshop.

hahah really love hanging out w my sisters (: tho sometimes we dont talk alot. its really comfortable gng out w them. so sad tht my erjie's gng to leave for UK. -sniffles.

n yeah.
i NEVER knew my erjie's sooooooooooo horrible.
like taking MRT's the last thing she'll do on Earth.
k the last thing is prob bus. BUT STILL
then she's like plotting how to get dajie to drive us back, cox dajie has to go for church straight.
but anw dajie just drove us back before gng for church at ORCHARD.
so yeah..=.=
all hail my erjie (:

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awww man i think i really like project runway!
so impressive to see designers come up w the designs, under such interesting topics.
inspiring!
n i rmb how my parents didnt approve of me taking art, continuing w designing, cox its only hobby-worthy, not career-worthy.
but sometimes i really wish...i can just design forever, keep drawing
pick up sewing more
n start making my own stuff
if somehow i end up taking design courses dont yell at me (:

sch tml!
shall just look forward to a new day with guidance from Him.
im sure its not gonna be the ordinary, boring days.
not permitted!

Posted by jm(: at Sunday, February 10, 2008

Saturday, February 09, 2008

lessons learnt

its soooo the time for some jaychou slow music.
omgosh today was really impactful man.

training
basically i was really excited abt it cox we really have alot ppl today n yeah just happy tht we can all train tgt.
BUT
omgosh i think we all like off-form today or sumthing
-faints. ok maybe not all
maybe its just me. ouch

anyway srsly man.
i think i shud have eaten breakfast later or sumthing. cox i ended up not eaten anything after 10.
cox during training was having cramps n whtever.
like just plain nua~ la.
then had to sub out twice ):

n i think i never think when i played today.
so stupid. hmmm made a few stupid mistakes too.
n lol i played GA,WA,GD. like ok,WA,GD are kinda new to me lol

but i feel so weird doing rotation with so many diff ppl.
GS keeps changing. nvm we shall work on tht (: RIGHT, AMEERA N JAS?!

o ya n coach was like kinda pissed at us when we didnt do this drill properly.
cox some of our passes were like -you know-
but after a while we talked it out n did better.
so yeah. sorry coach! heh.

but again, training was really enlightening.
so much to absorb n execute.
jiayou!

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n after training I FORGOT abt watching cj7 w my sisters!!!

SO SORRY ):
pls forgive blur n hungry me.

so yeah after like 17 missed calls i finally picked up erjie's call n they came to fetch me. i was abt to eat at sumo house w hams!
sorry hams ):

hahaha so cj7 was.....6/10? my rating.
i mean the plot was kinda lame la.
BUT
IT WAS SOOOO CUTE(: n kinda touching.
n some amusing parts here n there.

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anyway here i am back home.
all the way back in the car i was thinking abt rotation in the circle.
now tht i think of it some stuff made so much sense.
just tht i need to piece it all tgt so i have a clear pic of wht to do.

hahaha n was like prac in my room.just felt like doing.
splits/lunge/blocking my def then turning ard to receive etc
lol! like so hilarious pls. could laugh at myself.(:

when i was showering, i was kinda thinking abt discipline n stuff.
like i feel tht i put more effort in netball than in my work nowadays.
like less than i should. urgh
sorry i guess i like playing netball more :P

but anyway discipline is wht its all abt yeah.
i guess thru all these juggling between schwork n sport
the real lesson is discipline.
so yeah i better start doing more work >:)

n i really wanna tell myself, at the end of the day, tht:
yeah i managed both well.

God help me.

but looking at today: thank God for the lessons ive learnt from today(:
taking it slow n steady.

Posted by jm(: at Saturday, February 09, 2008

Friday, February 08, 2008

CNY

hmmmmmm honestly CNY isnt my fave time of the year.

just wished i was prob closer to my cousins or sumthing :P
but i guess we're just kinda different hahaha
something like, a relationship that we never cultured.

so its the usual thing for visitation--> to my aunt's huge hse, to grandma's hse and to Godmum's hse (:

hahaha ok i was sooooooo bored at aunt's hse! except for entertainment by my super sweet n dam cute cousins! omgosh laaaaaa so cute!!!! the kind who gives like SOLID HUGS brimming with love. :D

n after tht the elders went to sing...non stop -tired
including my parents -faints
they sang really well i think! the high notes n stuff
BUT
its just tht they sing for a realllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyy long time.

then went to grandma's hse n all my uncles and aunties are like 'aiyooooooooo why are you so tanned?!?!?!?' -laughs
but man i really like my mum's side family.
tho im not so close to them all
but they're really a nice bunch of people who care so much for each other. (:
then before we left all the uncles surrounded us and bombarded us the 3 sisters with lotsa qns
lol o well. only see them a few times per yr, dont mind ans some qns :D

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anyway today went to GODMUM'S HSE FOR DINNER
like gosh. i really love her cooking.
tho its steamboat it was really well prepared la. (: -yum
n woooo got to see TURBO (: <3 poor thing got severe diarrhea a few days ago!

really missed my Godmum n her family.
can never forget how they took care of me since i was 3mths old
tho we're not related by blood at all.
just pure strangers cox my mum advertised for a babysitter :D

n YES. tml got training. cant wait!
i love training tgt as a team.
tho we're all not very close yet. but i know we will be(:

Posted by jm(: at Friday, February 08, 2008

Thursday, February 07, 2008

BACK to blogging

hahha wow. its been dunno how long!

anyway HAPPY CNY TO ALL(:

hmmm k let's see.
lately ive been studying,training, gng to church.
I guess my life nowadays is pretty easy to sum up(:

anyway i really love training ever since it got more serious and ever since we have more ppl(:
n one session with coach really teaches us alot
like what we usually do, can turn out to be BAD mistakes.

like for me I always take too many steps in the circle.
should just stretch for the ball so that in the end Im still closer to the pole!

well got lotsa room for improvement!but so eager to learn n improve! n wanna see everyone improve too so we can really take the court. (:

cant wait for this sat's training! wooooo

o yea n thank God for jingyi n qianqian! who always so kindly come and train us despite them staying so far away. hahah n bfg's dam funny pls.

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I really thank God for what He's done for me.
for always watching over me so intently though sometimes i really take it for granted.

like He opens a path for you whenever you're stuck, or at loss. its just pretty amazing (:

My happiness meter went like way up when I started going back to church again since 6mths ago. hahah other than spiritual growth, really have to thank God for new friends in church! praise the Lord (:

i think one really impt lesson i learnt in church is that Grace from God is not dependent on behaviour. We don't have to bring ourselves to read the Bible everyday, sing worship songs dam nicely to obtain His Favour. (tho reading the Bible blesses you with knowledge(: )

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o well ok ima go off for visiting! though im not really into the cny mood lol.

Posted by jm(: at Thursday, February 07, 2008