Monday, May 07, 2007
passion
hahaha ok the stress of AP is finally getting to me.
n when im stressed i'm like pissy.
gahhh. yeah should relax more, and chill(:
i feel like ever since i stopped going to church i felt this whole chunk of my life broken away. n its been so empty ever since.
i think it took me like almost 2 years to realise i really wanna get back my spiritual life.
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i rmb singing worship songs in church like nobody's business and ..it was like just for the sake of worshipping.
man i miss those moments when some parts of sermons moved me.
i miss like a normal church morning.
i didnt ask for like a super holy session, or like a bombastic worship session.
i didnt need like a miracle. well God Himself is kinda enough.
it was always just a simple session that could still move you.
n i just saw like small notes i pasted at wall near my table.
think i wrote something like
"whenever trouble knocks on my door i'll embrace it, because i know that its a blessing in disguise, because You Lord, draws straight lines with crooked strokes."
forgot where i copied that from, but yeah.
man where did my passion go.
Oh God.
Posted by jm(: at Monday, May 07, 2007