Friday, April 27, 2007

random eh?

hey i absolutely love my home.

like i think staying in the hostel made me appreciate my family more(:

every weekend mom would bake something like cookies or some bread. n everytime i get back to hostel i'll miss those tastes. mom's choco cookies are healthy AND tasty man(:

i think i think abt lots of things when im in the hostel.
like how i wasnt a really nice kid to my parents n how i was addicted to gaming, which really broke their hearts and...yeah upset them.
i thot it was really like 'you guys dont freaking understand me' kinda thing. but after like getting off games, i do think they're right in a way.
n i knew i had to stop cause i know i had to snap out of fantasy, drop back to reality and really appreciate people who care. thinking back, i srsly did miss out on alot cause of gaming---my friends, my studies..practically my life.
the world kinda just revolved around the game when ure so in it. but then...it is really empty. cause ultimately its all virtual accomplishments.

well im happy the way things are right now(: like i love hanging out with my family, friends---the suite sweet suite+ others, and like focusing on my sch work, getting ready for AP exams. geee wish me luck (:

hey i think i kinda like hanging out with young pri sch kids. like the pri sch leadership camp i was involved in last time. (: was srsly a good experience.
as in it set me thinking like, it felt really nice helping out and interacting with young kids. n i couldnt help but think abt how much time i wasted on gaming long ago.

gee. today's fri. n im back home but time's just gonna be mean n soon it'll be like sunday. srsly sunday feels so draggy cause i know i have to go back to hostel. i mean hostel's not bad but i just wanna stay at home. human being's primitive instinct :D

n i dont wanna like lose touch with my family.
yeah one time i came home n i realised my dad had a cut on his forehead.
n it's cause he accidentally hit his head against the tap... :/

yeah was kinda freaked out. i dont wanna come home n like realise some things happened without me knowing, cause they wont call n tell me like 'oh i accidentally fell in the toliet today'. guess they wont want to trouble me with such things, but still...gee i dunno how to put it. ):

lol really random post huh? (: well cant blame teenagers for the angst in them. hehh alright gonna go back to youtube x)
later!

Posted by jm(: at Friday, April 27, 2007

Monday, April 23, 2007

BACK IN BUSINESS(:

Posted by jm(: at Monday, April 23, 2007