Wednesday, April 30, 2008

clean

WOOO
been so long since i last posted.(:
im sorrrrrry!
(esp to ada n mayfong hahahha)

anywayyy
APs are approaching soon! like stats exam is next tues.

i dont really know how to sum up how im feeling right now.
like i know im tired.
i know im pretty sick of not playing my court games,having fun on court,gng out w my sis n all.
i so miss it u know.n its like its been so long since ive done stuff tht i actually REALLY enjoy.

cant wait.cant wait for it to be over.
but i know i have to work hard now so i wont regret after its over.
sumtimes really blame myself for having short term determination.
its like u can ACCELERATE.then after tht i'll go at constant speed OR even de-celerate.
ok tht's was obvious tht phy is getting to me.
:D

i really wanna do well for phy n bio.
n of course STATS.
but its pretty heavy.phy n bio. contentwise.
n i need so much time but thing is we dont have.
i hear alot ppl complaining abt bio n all.
but somehow i just cant go along n say tht 'yeah dammit i regret taking bio'
i dunno. maybe cos i do like bio.
n i prob wont blame myself for choosing it cos i like the sub?
HAI but this process is tiring.

hmmm was really happy to see erjie's msg on facebook(:
when i replied i realized how much i really want her to be next to me right now.
n i rmb all the times when im hyper/bored/stressed/tired i'll just run into her room n scream HAHAHA or do something totally stupid la n she'll pei he(:
n how she'd just jump on my bed n scare the daylight n every bit of darkness out of my soul.

ER JIE I MISS YOU SO MUCH ):
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):
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lol not like she knows i have a blog.im prob IT-idiot in her mind =.=
but i pray tht she's doing well w nik(: i love them both so much.
i know i dont talk ALOT to nik.but he's been sucha sweet n awesome guy whom i literally look up to n also laugh with ahaha.terminator-lookalike.

it'll be a year before i get to see them again.
:'(

things will prob get better.
sometimes im sick of all these.
n i dunno if its really my fault tht i just cant go along.
but sometimes i just feel like shouting it out
like who'd understand.

oh God.
whtever tht comes.help me take it in my stride.

o btw hokkaido ice cream sea salt and caramel flavour. I LOVE.

Posted by jm(: at Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

WOOOOOOO
LAST PAPER
DONE
yes!
pretty happy la(: but it took me awhile to stop thinking abt tht physics paper hah!
haha cox was worried abt the mcqs. but FORGET IT xD

n o no! gonna be AP prep until AP in may.
-hyperventilate (HAHA learnt from kelly xD )
ohmygosh she's dam funny today.
but o well.
hope can do well for APs(: work hard!

so had trng in the afternoon.
oh my goshhhhh i will never ever ever ever eat less than 3 hours before trng again.
srsly think my digestive system is lagged or sumthing.
but yeah.
ate pizza hut around 1.5 hours before trng i think
n during trng its like this pain in upper abdomen tht didnt wanna go away.
n yeah puked some out la.
but its like one meal.
n i got really affected by it.

but we played this fun tag game LOL
its like dam funny la. someone got the ball n the rest SCREAMED
esp the c divs HAHA so cute(:
n its pretty scary to be cornered n tagged.OH MYGOSH
wah so scared until i just chiong around tht boundary.-dies
HAHA but so fun la. -thumbs up

so anyway went to meet revolution at dhoby ghaut(:
took bus n train w elaine! hahaha dunno why always end up talking abt degree in uni.

yep so met edwin first. n i thot i was like pretty late. HAHA
then kelly, joseph, matthias came.
haha so had dinner at long john's n head over to this cafe called timbre to check it out. n woo the live band (accoustic) was soooooo nice(: - MELTS

so glad i met them all today(:
like really do like spending time w them, chilling out, talking n sharing abt alot of stuff.
kelly shared w me today abt sowing the miracle seed.
n its something tht i really needed to know.
n yeah i felt tht i really saw it today. like its something tht i need to find out but i always didnt ask abt it.
yep so in the end He delivered the answer to me today(:
Thank God(:
it was just striking.

n OKAY will enjoy my one day of holiday tml(: WOOOOO

i will stop running away,
turn back,
and run into Your embrace.
You're the answer I am looking for.
Thank you for never giving up on me.(:

Posted by jm(: at Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Thursday, April 10, 2008

HAHA omgosh its dam funny

first of all.
IM STILL ALIVE PEEPS(:

rofl.cant believe maymay had tht dream where bobbie became zombie =.= n then ppl were like 'where'd u goooo?!'

hahaha dont worry i TOTALLY did not mug.
like i studied.
played comp (just didnt go online or blog)
watched vids(:
n yeah! so my heart's still beating(:

n ok first paper today
BIO
haiyoooooooo scary la.
like its like wht yunzhi said 'bio has always been a gamble for me'
HAHA SO TRUE.
like not sure if its the right thing to choose (for the difficult mcq) n not sure if the animal's the right example n etc (for frq)
o well.PRAYYYYY tht can do not bad for it la.
thank God its over tho!
my brain was like so dead after bio.

ok good luck for stats exam tml!(:
jiayou peeeeeeeeeeeople!

Posted by jm(: at Thursday, April 10, 2008

Friday, April 04, 2008

jin tian(:

hmmmm
hahaha lost by one point la.
aiyoooooooooooooo!

i think there's really alot factors behind it.
but ok nvm we'll work things out bit by bit yeah(:

i really look forward to training w 456.
its like. i believe we can really do it.
its just tht sometimes we dont give it our best shots.
i also cant give my best 100% of the time la.
made stupid mistakes today too. :/
but hopefully we can put in more effort now k(:

thanks trainers, for coming down yeah.
sorry for wht we did :/

anyway sharlene!(: take care of ur ankle yeahhhh. haha
so poor thing >< its like 1 week only la. sure dam pain la.
esp when u played c.
take care k(:

haha so ate dinner at westmall w elaine,may,qian,chuiyi.
HAHA so funny we were trying to censor wht we said so chuiyi wont be affected.LOL
o welll.
but yeah had fun la(: hahaha ELAINE'S SALT,PEPPER,CHEESE BOTTLE SHAKING was DAM FUNNY hahahahahaha!
-thumbs uppppp

hope tht i wont think too much abt netball since exams are near.
hard to block out la.
will always end up talking abt it hahaha.
xD OOPS
<3

woooo REVOLUTION! official introduction tml(:
make a difference yeah!

Posted by jm(: at Friday, April 04, 2008

Thursday, April 03, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYMAY!(:
hahaha hope u had fun today!
special thanks to elaine,qian,jingyi,phuongha,MS LEE HAHA, shuhui
who helped out directly, or indirectly.
yep!<3

oh my gosh cake smashing was like dammmmmmm funny!
wah lao qian really go all out eh.
n then jingyi n bfg were making soooooooooooo much noise in the canteen before the surprise HAHA.
xD
dunno fighting happily over wht la. haiyer!

anyway today started off w like schhhhh as usual(:
wah duno why today i felt really tired.
like just cant really focus.
:/
anyway english was nice. speeches were all interesting as usual(:
im so gonna miss the casual classroom setting, presentations, laughter n fun.
gahhh.

PE was like...SHORTLIVED AGAIN haha
this time due to the dam heavy rain.
its like..we're not meant to play frisbee or sumting LOL
so me n elaine stayed back for.......MAY'S BDAY SURPRISE(:
yep. hard to study cox got miss teo. HAHA
no laaaaa. was just not the right environment. -nods
but had fun talking tho. LOL

ok so FINALLY those 2 came w cake w/o _____ HAHA! whose fault ar!
n so i just smsed may, told her tht me n elaine fought n it was dam bad or sumthing lol.
OOPS.
so elaine, qian n jingyi hid behind the vending machines
while i just sat there n waited for her, trying to act sad while i sooooo wanna burst out laughing cox tht golden hair qian kept popping her head out!!!
n looooool poor maymay totally fell for it >< HAHA sorry my dear! otherwise u wouldnt come down n we wouldnt have SURPRISED U(:

n ok. cake smashing. LIKE LOL.
end up just two of them attacking each other la! haha while the rest of us scram.
(:

may had to go off for dinner so yeah left w four of us.
n =.= forced to go all the way to thompson plaza w them! mjstyfkbujhm!
okkkkkkkk. just to eat thai express LOL.
but was fun la(: jingyi n her colleagues! HAHAH sounds like she's easily bullied there lol!
and somehow we just sat, ate n talked for a loooong time.

FINALLY GOT HOME.
at like 11.
-tired.
but happy(:

ahhh tml got friendly match!.
thanks qian, like wht u said totally added to our pressure. HAHAHA
o well. good luck for tml my dears(: jiayou!
hope we'll play well.

Posted by jm(: at Thursday, April 03, 2008

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

ytd's trng was good!(:
running + footwork drills + pair drills.
then did courtwork!
played vs cdiv.
somehow have more confidence playing w the juniors(:
its just nice to have these jovial ppl on court.

HAHAH played GA w huixin as GS.
wah lao so tall+long hands confirm can get rebound one right?!
haiyo! but sometimes timing wrong la.=.=
but sure can catch one lor! so i shouted 'eh LONG HANDS U BETTER CATCH HOR'
HAHAH n she caught!
n ofcourse laughed n shot in. rofl dam funny la she (:

played w jiayu too! hahaha both quite different styles. but still cool(:
just need to work things out properly n it'll flow yeah

hmmm ok.

EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK
kjhgvdybftyjkuhj!
ok good luck ppl.
stardy hard.

so glad i can focus better now.
pray tht He'll guide me through this long string of exams and APs!