Wednesday, April 30, 2008

clean

WOOO
been so long since i last posted.(:
im sorrrrrry!
(esp to ada n mayfong hahahha)

anywayyy
APs are approaching soon! like stats exam is next tues.

i dont really know how to sum up how im feeling right now.
like i know im tired.
i know im pretty sick of not playing my court games,having fun on court,gng out w my sis n all.
i so miss it u know.n its like its been so long since ive done stuff tht i actually REALLY enjoy.

cant wait.cant wait for it to be over.
but i know i have to work hard now so i wont regret after its over.
sumtimes really blame myself for having short term determination.
its like u can ACCELERATE.then after tht i'll go at constant speed OR even de-celerate.
ok tht's was obvious tht phy is getting to me.
:D

i really wanna do well for phy n bio.
n of course STATS.
but its pretty heavy.phy n bio. contentwise.
n i need so much time but thing is we dont have.
i hear alot ppl complaining abt bio n all.
but somehow i just cant go along n say tht 'yeah dammit i regret taking bio'
i dunno. maybe cos i do like bio.
n i prob wont blame myself for choosing it cos i like the sub?
HAI but this process is tiring.

hmmm was really happy to see erjie's msg on facebook(:
when i replied i realized how much i really want her to be next to me right now.
n i rmb all the times when im hyper/bored/stressed/tired i'll just run into her room n scream HAHAHA or do something totally stupid la n she'll pei he(:
n how she'd just jump on my bed n scare the daylight n every bit of darkness out of my soul.

ER JIE I MISS YOU SO MUCH ):
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lol not like she knows i have a blog.im prob IT-idiot in her mind =.=
but i pray tht she's doing well w nik(: i love them both so much.
i know i dont talk ALOT to nik.but he's been sucha sweet n awesome guy whom i literally look up to n also laugh with ahaha.terminator-lookalike.

it'll be a year before i get to see them again.
:'(

things will prob get better.
sometimes im sick of all these.
n i dunno if its really my fault tht i just cant go along.
but sometimes i just feel like shouting it out
like who'd understand.

oh God.
whtever tht comes.help me take it in my stride.

o btw hokkaido ice cream sea salt and caramel flavour. I LOVE.

Posted by jm(: at Wednesday, April 30, 2008