Monday, March 03, 2008

something happened today.
which made me really wanna ____
(not die or anything =.=)

felt like a dream was crushed or sumthing.
it really meant alot to me.

but i dwelled on what i heard during ytd's sermon.
we need to be christians who just hop onto God's train and just never get off.
never hop off to another, dont doubt.
no matter how unpleasant the situations may be,
just never get off.

n somehow i just believe, tht it can still happen for us.
God is so much bigger than whoever's standing in the way.
n no matter what, we need to just trust in Him

its no longer our effort.
its all by His Strength now.
faith will come when we hear His Word.
n He will deliver us thru all these.

n to you who dared to spout utter trash, tho it may be true, it just shows me how insecure, n how immature you really are. all the foul things u say really just reflects on your level of thinking. tsk. wonder how long it'll take for u to mature. maybe we shouldnt even wait. n to you,who thinks the one who said all tht, is so cool and worth idolizing, same goes to you.maybe cox you always stick by the books so you dont see that the world is bigger than whtever you read. so dont try to come n say things that just show how unworldy you are.

im prob not even mad. i just feel like giving yall my advice.maybe you can try to grow up.

EDITED:
(i just felt like adding in this part.)

i was just listening to hillsong.
n i just felt like listening to 'In Your Freedom'

n the song just started so beautifully:

 I search for You God of strength
I bow to You in my brokenness
And no other King could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart

n it really spoke to me.
because we're gng thru this trial to push for it to happen.
n im just so moved by how small a person like me, can mean so much to God,
who would so willingly come and heal my brokenness.

n sometimes im just tired. but i know i can rest in His kingly love.

n one part just goes:

And I love You Lord
You rescued me

n i realised i dont have to sing that only when im rescued, or when im granted success.
i can already sing that right now.
because even if we're amidst a trial, He rescued us when He spoke so close to our hearts.
He rescued us when He told us not to give up.
when He told us to hang on tight.
when He carried us this far.

I will praise You in all my days.
even during trials.

thanks to mayfong for your encouragement today.
haha i totally didnt mean tht part when i teased you that your consolation was lousy xD

n to elaine: hang on tight k(: we'll all get thru it. n we'll see it all happening. maybe it wont happen. but something better might(:




Posted by jm(: at Monday, March 03, 2008