Friday, March 07, 2008

refresh

everytime the word 'nationals' come into place i would feel a tinge of sadness la.
but its been decided.
actually i decided to stop pushing.
on thurs.
n it was one of those decisions that was like already made for u but u just didnt wanna follow.
n it was like so many stages we had to pass.
but its ok(: somehow i know we will get something out of whtever we have.
n it really is time to move on.

tsk.
im starting to dread gng to the doc.
i think i have mild stomach flu. like MILD.
but its been giving me pains n stuff. so yea mum said better go see doc.
but i really dislike waiting for my turn k.
x(

takes eternity.
n the doc end up giving me a semi-diagnosis??
which i think i alr guessed??
lol!

anyway.
went back to sch to take the evaluation test tht i missed.
hahaha it was quite okay la. but was rushing like crazyyyyyy la
been quite a while since i had to write so fast.
woo hope tcher will understand my fast-paced, cursive, messy handwriting o.o

TRAINING
i was so not going to skip training for anything in the world.
but i ended up not training as much as i should because ppl are like
'you shudnt be playing!!'
):
dammmmm
N HELLO BFG! hahaha totally took my shoe off n hung it so high up at like some jack n the beanstalk place!?! so i totally couldnt play on court la!!
xD lol but it was funny la.
got to smack each other like crazy tho.
hey im smaller than u but i pack some punch k.

n later on faster eat dinner w jingyi, qian, elaine hahaha.
ELAINE i will return u $5.40.
im so gonna rmb it. (:
haha omgoshhh
jingyi eats so much! ok la not like 3 meals like tht la.
BUT WAH. not bad not bad. trng makes u wanna replenish ur supply lol

cg (:
today's cg was really good.
alot alot of sharing.
n i really think tht sharing's good.
like it helps to alleviate whtever pain u're gng thru
it helps us to bond, understand each other.
n somehow i just feel so free to tell these ppl whtever i went thru.
n its fellowship-ing la.
really. n its amazing.
n was really nice tht after cg we would just sit around to chat
n KENG GUAN PLAYS BAGPIPES?! like WOW??
so interesting! :D:D:D:D
n we sat around to sing to jeremy n shaun's playing (guitar) (:
so beautiful.
thank God. for this fellowship(:

O YES A LEVEL RESULTS
CONGRATS TO PPL who are satisfied n happy w their results.
(grats to ADA!! haha n JASMINE TOO! u freaking smart ppl (: )

i know ure really disappointed. n it was unexpected for u.
but dont worry kay(: dont brood over it too much
sometime soon, u'll have to move on. n can always just start anew
no matter what, we'll always be here for u to talk to (:
its more impt for u to realize what went wrong n to never let it happen again.
JIAYOU k!

dam
leadership workshop tml. WHOLE DAY.
tsk.
o well. make the best of it. since it clashed w church band's prac ):

Posted by jm(: at Friday, March 07, 2008