Friday, February 22, 2008

tired but so thankful

i dunno how to say

this is so sad.
its like i cant see it anymore, but i know my heart never wanna stop believing.

i dunno how to phrase it
its like
each n every one of u matters so much to me
n i want so much so much so much for a step forward.
but sometimes so hard to see it.

n sometimes there's so much to handle.

but oh God.
i really hear this calling.
i hear this calling to not give up.
i hear You telling me to hang on so tight so there wont be a time where i can lose confidence.

i will.
i will never give up on this.

i will push for it.

Dear God.
Your mighty n supernatural strength in me.

thanks ameera(:
i really appreciate it sooooo dam much.
like it was powerful la.
n i really feel it from u. thanks babe(:

cried again after talking to bfg.
but im just more re-affirmed.
n i truly hear His will for this.

Thank you, Lord.(:
thank you for the enlightening cg session too
i love all the sharing n stuff.
i know this whole thing is something tht Your favour is upon.
n the endpoint is going to be really really..amazing(:

im sorry if im fierce on court guys.
but know tht i really want to push yall to ur best.
im not condemning ur mistakes.
everyone can make mistake
but i need to see the desire to improve.

Posted by jm(: at Friday, February 22, 2008