Saturday, March 05, 2005
WHY
WHYYYY
mood: heartbroken. soooooo sad
dunno why i studied so hard n so tediously so much so painstakingly for chem test n i failed. i neva felt sooo bad. i almost passsssed. mayb i should go to mr chong n consult himm.
no way man. for like some time i felt sooo bad so horrid. why why why why. ok i think i know why... cox i panicked soo muc during the test. i was soo scared tht my efforts would go down the drain n it did. becox i panicked. ok dun fear next time. *clenched fist*
i was like soooo upset n during chinese lesson scribbled: i am going to pass my chem ,on tb ahhax. ok. maybe God thinks it's a real test of attitude. maybe i realli dun deserve to pass. maybe i didnt study the right way. n greg still bet 50 cents tht i will pass. pass n give my 50 cents? weird
havin bio n phy soon. nt failing AGAIN. i had the urge to promise myself i'll neva fail again. gosh neva knew it felt so bad. but thnkful tht my parents dun blame me at all. dey know, dey saw me studyin. ya thnk God. for my parents being so understanding. so supportive. :)
finally smiled. so long since i smiled since chem test. *big grin*
Posted by jm(: at Saturday, March 05, 2005