Sunday, January 02, 2005

the reason

ahahahx ivan's bdae 'party' today. ahhahax it's like we're borrowing sumone else' home liddat ahaahx. watch tv n play bb n eat onli.hahahax but yupx i tink ivan thoroughly enjoyed himself. hahahx happy bdae dude =) aahahhax. pls MATURE! llolololoxx. ahahax difficult for him i guess xD hahahax

ahhahax jus nw whole family was watching tian cai gogogo n everyone shouting the correct ans x) So cute! ahahahahahax everybody was like "green!!! no red" ahahhahx so funny =) cute ahahhax. realli interesting ehx. hahhax. =) jackie was so funny too. hahahax. fun fun fun =)

Im feeling quite miserable. for some reason. i feel like bashing sumone up. i mean to vent anger. im nt angry im just... miserable. grrrr. hate this feeling. i betta b prepared to fight it, getting on my nerves. argh. God help me. =) yay tml dere's church. sumtimes i wanna jus concentrate on God, my whole life on God. but it's so difficult. dere's so many things on hand tht weigh u down, suffocate u. hahahax. okk. getting abit far ~~ ahahhahax. anyway i guess i should live everyday according to God n jus.. =) stay happy. i'll do wadeva God wans me to do, do it well, kick away laziness... woax perfection. shessh no way. i'll just do my best ^^ aahhahax

*suddenly got the urge to read...woootx go grab sumthing n read!*
o..! it's a new yr rite.oops. i hope 2005 will b great =) lips-smacking great MUHAHAHX. but it's all the new environment thing..new sch, new frens, new ppl... cmon ppl lemme catch my breath 1st =) ahhax. but i thnk God for all these. new challenges wohox. ahahx =)

Posted by jm(: at Sunday, January 02, 2005