Tuesday, December 14, 2004

woax =) words dun come easily

ahahahx wellx ahhaax woke up to the sound of my dad's flute today ahhahahax best alarm clock ever =) *grinx ahahhahahax

went for grp meeting today yupx ahahhahax n wellx, sad to say, it's another wasted day of doing nth. wasted. n i have to go for camp tml n ya nth's smoothened out. sumtimes i wanna yell n "heyx can u guyx jus gimme a while of serious attitude?! " n yaa i wanna shout n scream. but.. sumthing tells me tht i shouldnt b bu shuang ahhaahx. jus relax ya, inhale exhale n ahhhax let everything get blown away as u exhale.hahahahax *shrugs* wellx hope tht after i return frm camp, dey'll b more prepared for a serious attitude.

ahhahax but glad to say, we played around ahahahx like we're old time frenx ya hahahahax n sooo funny so many things seem to happen det brought us closer as real frenx ahahhax. ya.=) wondered hw many more times can i play on the monkey bar in nhss. saddening ahahhax. but we messed with the swing around today ahahhahax n shared ghost stories ahhahax tht get us on our nerves n creeps ahahaax! =) fun. is tht e defination of fun? i'll like it tht way den =) ahahahahx

had dinner with dad ahhaahahx =) nice ahhaahax n we tok abt his flute exam tml ahahhax. woaxxx fast.1 n half yrs since he started learning ahahahhaahx wellx i didnt spare the comment tht his flute pitches sumtimes r, realli ear-piercing. ahahhax but ya nt bad la. =) ajhaxh dad!! gd luck tml =) *hugx ahahhax

busy with packin my bag for tml's camp ahahhax. one follws after another ahahhax. so many camps. xD ahahhax. not enuff clothesss sahhahax xD i cant imagine when i get back hw many things i have to do : prepare for cpl test, council things, reading, getting my grp de performance done... etc. wellx gets me on my nerves when i see so many things ahead to accomplish, but probably, perhaps, maybe... i should jus relax n ya gather my spirit up n bring out the best. this month... is gonna b difficult n rough xD ahahhx. but ya, i'll make it =) God is here =)

hmmm very gripped by this song--- baby can i hold u by ronan keating.cox it's woax, soft n smooth yet strong n intense within.reflective kinda ahhahax. realli expressive n honest. ahhahax words, strong n overwhelmin words, indeed, dun cum easily. if they do, sum words wun matter at all i guess. i mean this song dun have to b a love song, but for love tht goes around in all kinds of relationship ahahx. yupx =) teach us hw to say, srry, forgive me n things. i guess im gonna like this song for quite sum time =) ahhahax

God I pray tht for tml's camp, u may help me to grow spiritually n dun let me stay in the shallow waters of faith anymore. Forgive me for everything bad i committed today =) ty =)

Posted by jm(: at Tuesday, December 14, 2004