Saturday, December 18, 2004

Relentless Endeavours =)

hahahax =) back frm a 4 day jyf church camp =). today gives me a sad feeling, a tuggy one n ya, and a peaceful, tranquil feeling. wellx most probably becox i dun feel like leaving the camp n leaving the times of our fun n luffter of the whole fellowship in the camp. ahhahax cried a lil. found it quite hard to hold teears ehx? ahhax definitely. =) galx, mostly were crying too. hahax but i guess after the 4 days, the bond is strengthened, n faith reaffirmed. I thnk u lord for tht. =) i guess the peaceful feeling comes frm... the affirmation of my faith. Tht's the best for me =)

hahax a lil insight into the 4 day funnnn camp =)

we had a marvellous campfire on the 1st nite! =) *grinx hmm our theme of the camp is relentless endeavours! to perservere, in whteva u do. yupx n this camp we played n had fun in grps n we formed tribes =) u know, tht kinda red indian kinda yaya n there's the barbaric n red indian ancient mood n atmosphere =) yupx im in a a grp called lakota!!! Lakota simply roolx =) n in a tribe called Fanxoora ahhax fun fun so we had competition between 2 tribes : fanxoora n turkaesia hahahx cuteeex =) we learnt the mass dance which was rellli coolx ahahhax n rockin ahahhahx we oso played water n dirty games ahhaxh with soap n alot.woax realli love it =) we ate together oso hhaha soo coolx n worship together =) n grow spiritually together! ^^

ahhax i guess i need remember most, is how God opened my eyes for me n give me a lil hint on wht i should do everytime im in a dilemma. I think when God touches other ppl's lives, I get touched too. hahax sweetx =) I praise u God. Many times in life we walk different paths but we're still people hu sin n trudges off to the wrong path. But i know tht u'll neva let us walk alone cox u still love us no matter wht =)

I know u heard my prayers n u responded. U showed me how to open myself to u n confess everything to u. U showed me my worth in this world n taught me the 'relentless endeavours' attitude. I always come to the point of giving up, but i thought of u. you. n i couldnt bear to disappoint u for everything u've done for me. i know difficulties n problems are stressing, but i learnt hw to do my best n be strong n entrust the rest into ur hands. U told me how to look to u for approval, nt ppl's approval. I can b hu i wanna b, and u'll be pleased. If i walk with the crowd n be hu they wan me to b, I'll neva get the satisfaction.

hahahhax. abit emotional xD ahhahax. *dabs eyes with tissues* ahhahax Im donning my spiritual armour =) thnk you Lord for tis camp. u brought me back to life.u revived me =)

Posted by jm(: at Saturday, December 18, 2004