(=~.:For the Lord of All:.~ =)+.+.+

2008-08-17T13:52:00.005+08:00

just felt like writing this out somewhere right now(:
im such a 'feel-like-doing-this-so-just-do-it' person.

anyway.
i had such a wonderful break.
i mean i havent been through a really, crazily hectic schedule,
but i just felt like i needed a day right then, where i could just stay at home and chill.
and yesterday was just it.

on fri i went to visit my godmum(: and i had an awesome time there. they have 2 dogs now! a new golden retriever which is sooooooooooooo lovable and friendly haha. feels like marley just jumped out of the 'marley and me' book. but im glad i got to see them all again. but i was so tired i didnt manage to talk to them more, i just fell aslp on the couch at 9pm. and my godmum got me to go up to the study and sleep instead.

i left the next morning at 7plus and i walked with my godmum to the busstop.
she's such a gift in my life.
im in no way blood-related to this family but they raised me like i was, and i wasnt angelic when i was a kid. and i gained 2 protective godbrothers through this all who always watched over me and add humour to my life (:
i talked to my godmum about my life right now until the bus came.
when i boarded the bus i told myself to dedicate more time to this family i am miraculously tied to.

so went for a swim by myself and thoroughly enjoyed it haha.
love the sun, the water and the fact that im MOVING.
one thing about my work is, im tired after work and i wouldnt BUDGE at home, let alone go out and exercise. and i totally detested that.
i feel like i need to MOVE, exercise or something.

towards late afternoon, i decided to go for a jog around the neighbourhood (:
and it was such a joy just listening to music and jog leisurely.
and sometimes enjoying the scenery, like father and son playing soccer on an open field. really heartwarming and cute to watch(:

the whole day yesterday was just like me-time.
i did whatever i wanted to.
sang, watched olympics, read,exercised,played stepmania :D
simple things that just complete a nice break.

and soon i'll be back in school with test, homework and some issues to settle.

my caregroup leader sent me this:

but we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not depressed; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed.. 2 Corinthians 4:7

thought it was pretty nice(:

i will pray for this team
there'll be a change.
just hold on people.

erjie(:

2008-08-13T15:55:00.004+08:00

to my dearest er jie:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
im not sure if you read my blog anymore.
but i hope you're doing well over there!really miss you ever since you and nik went over.
still love you k(:

2008-08-13T10:44:00.002+08:00

finally done with my book titles.
and now i have lists of universities to settle.

i guess if i never went i wouldnt feel such a strong attachment.
but i did.
and i feel like i wouldnt wanna be anywhere else.

today seems more difficult.
i feel so listless, dreary.
but i know i still have to complete my work.
and i have to stop feeling like this.

oh God.

faith

2008-08-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

im sinking into the 'think about last time' mood(:

was reading the eng notes on university application essays.
a sample question asked," how does your room...describes you?"

and i realised that when i was young i folded lots of A4 paper (i spammed A4 paper like no tomorrow when i was a kid :p), wrote how i felt on them, and pasted them on the wall infront of my desk. i wrote bible verses, song lyrics and my own feelings.

hahaha im not sure how i should describe my young self. i always went back to God when i was young. i mean, i wasnt an extremely strong believer, avid reader of the Bible and all, but... He was my sanctuary.

all these messages/notes on the wall are old and yellow with age. but i pretty much couldnt bear to tear them down.

One said 'God draws straight lines with crooked strokes'. i lost that heart knowledge long ago. but im thankful that i can see it all again.

(:

miss you, sam.

at work!

2008-08-07T11:14:00.002+08:00

at work now!

anyway im currently tasked to do this:
every book has an ISBN code(not the same as book code). so i have to go and find the book cover pics according to the book code and save them as the ISBN code.

n ive got 350 more book titles to do ):

really wish i was more IT savvy, geek-ish, so i could write a programme that would help me complete these tasks. wouldnt that save money/time/energy and add more joy to my work?(:

ANYWAY. thank God i have an ipod. its not so bad doing all these 'mechanical' stuff when u can rock, sway to the music. used to love this song 'the art of losing' by american hi-fi. now its back to liven my work. awesome song

but a really really really awesome part of working here is the resource library.
i wish i could OWN IT. hahahaha
me n jas would always go n borrow magazines like national geo (freq updated!), time, and some scientific mags.
really really love readers' digest. i shall go n source some out on my own. cant believe my mum stopped its subsciption without me knowing. ):
and now national geo's climbing up on my list.

all these magazines have like really amazing stories.
like about the heart -there's this one issue they show u pictures from an operation involving an artificial heart! :O
about memory - 2 extremes of memory. a person who rmb every single day of her life since she's 11. (now she's 41).
about nepal's situation, maoism, child soldiers.
about army medics, all the emergencies they face.
about medicine and evidence-based medicine.

if not for the availability of these magazines and conferences, i would be trying 100% to refrain from being grumpy and sleepy at work everyday haha. but anyway the bosses and people here are really really approachable(: so yeah, its still cool.

its weird that being in my office is like experiencing winter.to prevent all these comps from breaking down?? im like wearing a jacket plus a pullover (thanks jas(: ) n im still freezing. steph wouldnt be able to survive here! haha. but cold is definitely better than hot (:

realized i havent been watching my D Gray man! was pretty occupied with house mascot and whatsoever, that i totally forgot. shall catch up sometime

ohmyyyyyy.
350 more book titles.

NOBEL(:

2008-08-02T11:09:00.003+08:00

hahahaha.
wow man.

seriously didnt know i'd feel so elated and lifted when our house won the cross country and mascot events!

really feels so surreal (:

yesterday was cross country/2.4km beach run. so we all had to run 2.4km, and if you're in top 10 i think your house gains points accordingly. not sure if top 10 really helps, but top 5 confirm will contribute points (: and so we compete in lvls. starting from yr 6 guys, then yr 6 girls and so on.

glad i ran with yunzhi! i think if i didnt i might have been more complacent :/ but thanks a lot (: so ended up in 9th position for my lvl! o well, when i heard from mikel that top 10 gives points i was really thankful(: at least that could give my house a few points! haha.

anyway the mascot performance was amazing. not amazing in the sense that it was amazingly beautiful. it went pretty well, though we didnt find a drum to throw to aaron and so on. but it was amazing, that feeling when all our efforts come to this final point and we just had so much fun doing what we did.

like every hit on the drum by the drummers, we knew it was from fun and joy performing with our teammates. and i was scared before i sang. but i talked to God and His strength will flow through my voice. and i just felt..free to perform. and i never acted so ra-ra-ish infront of the school haha, not even when i was performing for bands. but i was a little siao, jumping around and trying to clap my hands.

i guess during pracs i was so free to be so hyped up. i mean no one said anything that would hold me back. for that, im so thankful. im not restricted by pointless remarks and in our group, i just need to perform according to how i feel. maybe the team helped scrape off some of my self-consciousness (: thank you

the past week plus has been dam awesome. i didnt know it would take so much time. i was like perpertually tired. school then do mascot til late in the night, intern then come back to school to practise. there were quite alot of such days. and even though i expected myself to say 'oh crap go home so late again' but couldnt feel that. felt like it was such a gift, a joy, to be able to do all these. and always got to talk to people while doing it all, like nat, mayfong, mikel and so on. definitely it all brought us closer. sometimes people ask 'why are the seniors doing it and not the younger ones?' dont think we were selfless, but we were selfish in the sense that we WANT TO DO IT. because we gained so much.

prob never thought we had a good performance, mascot right from the start. like when we were making the paper mache, i was like 'what are we doing???' but sometimes when people just stick through, and spill their ideas, it will happen. like what nat said, every part of the dragon and performance has a story. LOL

really cool how we had random ideas (alot of interesting ones) and we just spill it all out. it'll even take walks around the school at 9pm to find some inspiration. it was just so peaceful, and nothing was distracting.

was on my dad's bike heading towards east coast park when i was just like, talking to God. prayed that it wouldnt rain, because that day was the right timing. and i felt like whatever stamina i used to have kinda degenerated. but this feeling of being so blessed was instilled in me and whatever horsepower i need, it'll be from Him. i dont think i need to be in first position to know He helped me. at whatever position i was, i was really joyous. to be able to run this race without music pumping me, but with Him.

WOOOOO!
went out with revolution after nat, mayfong n me ate lunch at clementi. like an impromptu gathering with the band haha! and the whole day i was fueled by this joy. cant believe nobel did it. cant believe the feeling's dominating. great job to all people who ran like crazy(:

im missing it all already.

NOBEL(:

2008-07-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

Where the Love Lasts Forever
Hillsong United.
IHeartRevolution Album.

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,
Into Your glory,
My sin and shame dissolved,
And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

(Pre-Chorus)
In love never to end,
To call You more than Lord,
Glorious friend.

(Chorus)
So I throw my life upon all You are,
‘Cause I know You gave it all for me,
And when all else fades,
My soul will dance with You,
Where the love lasts forever.

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,
Into Your glory,
My sin and shame dissolved,
And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

(Bridge)
And forever I will sing,
Lord forever I will sing,
Of how You gave Your life away,
Just to save me, Lord You saved me.

With You, where the love lasts forever.

and i just know.
that even though i lost some things, i still have this amazing gift from God.
Your Love sustains me through trials and all

i wanna go Pesta sukan ):
but there's nth that we can do abt it.
when it used to seem so promising.
can only look forward now.

hitting the mark(:

2008-06-18T09:33:00.003+08:00

ok haven updated after camp cos i was lazy,busy, and unwell. thank God my fever went down ytd(: rly dont like to lie in the bed, stoning and feeling disorientated. hahaha

this arrow camp is named : Hitting the mark. (:

and its been really dam awesome u know.

first of all, in my camp group, there were my cg girls (because the guys are serving) and the 3 boys from another cg. n initially i was like 'ok crap. everyone's the quiet type. nobody's gonna share, everyone's gonna mind their own business' yeah really had that feeling and part of me didnt look forward to the camp.

but God does amazing things, n u dont even have to be an amazing person to start with. sharing sessions initially were really dry. like people withheld, didnt want to be vulnerable and all. but it just got better and better (: n the last sharing session (from abt 11/12am to 4am :D ) was just so blessed. because we just say whatever we want, we were willing to be vulnerable and just confessed everything. n no one looked at each other differently, because we can identify with each other. yeah so its been so rewarding and remarkable (:

yep so new friendships made and old friendships strengthened! haha the 3 guys were usually isolated but they began to mingle and the girls started bullying them HAHA :P but yeah they've always been gentlemanly lol. oh n our camp group name was...PISTIS..LOL funny name. but it means 'faith' in hebrew :D

we had this poolside party and the jc ppl are dressing up as sushi! and for my group we're octopus sushi :D so we made like suppeeeeeerrrrrr cute lil octopus hats HAHA and yeah we just look delicious. n HAHA i drew braces for the octopus mouth for some ppl xD

and yeah i really received from the services.(:

its not like tons of revelations bombarded me all the time, but its just that at some points i would receive something. actually for some services, i was really tired and yeah i was shutting off, even for praise sessions.HAHA some people said that they were swaying from side to side cos they would fall aslp if they stood still. xD yeah but i agree with room-mate who said that sometimes even tho we're shutting off, the message will still get to us. its like... something that we needed to know. so it'll still get thru. somehow.

n really thank God for my roomies phoebe and serene(: its like no matter how tired u are, when you go back to the room and rest, they're there to listen and share ANYTHING and be so 'brutally honest' (quote from phoebs haha) n even in our own chit-chat sessions, i can receive. its been really really awesome staying with them yea. miss those 'lie-on-the-bed-and-share(n EAT SINFULLY)' sessions haha. and really just got to know them both better(: i love you guys!

after the camp i had a different perspective. and i came back awashed and renewed in faith (PISTIS :D) n i began to love my cg more and more (: we do have people who understand, encourage and are vulnerable to share about anything, deep or shallow, important or trivial.

Praise God(:

2008-06-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

ARROW CAMP 11/6/08 WOO
cant wait :D
expect expect expect.
n Lord, guide me back (:

lol it was so much easier packing for a resort-camp.(:

2008-06-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

hahah POSTING
after ages

cos i felt that today was really blessed.

first had a meeting with someone from student care service. went well (:

then went to meet sam n yiyi! we havent gone out together, like shopping n etc since...yr 3.
so went bugis and HAHA brought them to bugis street and realized they're like so 'ulu-ated' (quote from sam) hahah but yeah all bought stuff :D hoho

n we ate ajisen, took neos :D and did alot of talking haha!

and crap.
im so gonna miss her when shes gone ):
like kinda regret not staying closer between year 4 til now.
n its amazing like how we can talk so easily, open up whenever we're just together, even though we werent as close as we were in year 3. its like, its so easy to be myself infront of them. like being spastic n all hahaha. ok we were like super retarded at times haha!

like really u know. all those encouragement she gave me i wont forget. and times she just came and stayed there for me.

):
but im happy for her.
so awesome to be able to go there :D

but you're so gonna be dearly missed.
love you babe!

2008-05-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

hahah came home n decided tht i shall spend my afternoon LEISURELY.
yup.fri afternoons are love(:

ohhh ended up watching this anime which is ongoing.
has only 4 epi so far
n i was ATTRACTED at first sight.
VAMPIRE KNIGHT.
lol despite the slightly cheesy title i pretty much like the 4 eps i watched.
its like dam cool la(: has plot, humour, romance n tht goth factor lol.
better than just PUREEE -insert element-

yeah so 4 ep were not able to quench my thirst so i went to read the manga online :D
HEEE
addictive(:

but ok nvm.

oh mann [haha can still rmb daniel saying 'oh my DOG' in his unique tone -.-]
stats AP exam next tues!
so fast so fast. but YES >:) it'll be over soon.

kinda look forward to games day(:
cos i'll just PLAY LIKE CRAZY i tell u. i hope one person can participate in more than one!
i'll even play SOCCER HAHA.
ok..i'll THINK abt it.maybe its not even for girls
actually i pretty much love frisbee(:
like im still trying to learn it, but its been so fun n its so much of teamwork.

oh yeahh n maybe after exams we can all have our hokkaido ice cream FEAST again(:
SEA SALT N CARAMEL PLS.
<3

O.O

2008-05-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

OKKKAYY.
had this freaky dream last night hahhaa

hmmm i kinda dreamt of failing my physics test/exam or etc.LOL
n its caused by a sch librarian LOL.
something like she took my paper n ran off or sumthing =.= HAHA
n i got my paper back at the last 5 or so min.
HENCE I FAILED. lol

anyway! really do have a phy mock exam tml which is counted in our module.
jiayou peeps(:

clean

2008-04-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

WOOO
been so long since i last posted.(:
im sorrrrrry!
(esp to ada n mayfong hahahha)

anywayyy
APs are approaching soon! like stats exam is next tues.

i dont really know how to sum up how im feeling right now.
like i know im tired.
i know im pretty sick of not playing my court games,having fun on court,gng out w my sis n all.
i so miss it u know.n its like its been so long since ive done stuff tht i actually REALLY enjoy.

cant wait.cant wait for it to be over.
but i know i have to work hard now so i wont regret after its over.
sumtimes really blame myself for having short term determination.
its like u can ACCELERATE.then after tht i'll go at constant speed OR even de-celerate.
ok tht's was obvious tht phy is getting to me.
:D

i really wanna do well for phy n bio.
n of course STATS.
but its pretty heavy.phy n bio. contentwise.
n i need so much time but thing is we dont have.
i hear alot ppl complaining abt bio n all.
but somehow i just cant go along n say tht 'yeah dammit i regret taking bio'
i dunno. maybe cos i do like bio.
n i prob wont blame myself for choosing it cos i like the sub?
HAI but this process is tiring.

hmmm was really happy to see erjie's msg on facebook(:
when i replied i realized how much i really want her to be next to me right now.
n i rmb all the times when im hyper/bored/stressed/tired i'll just run into her room n scream HAHAHA or do something totally stupid la n she'll pei he(:
n how she'd just jump on my bed n scare the daylight n every bit of darkness out of my soul.

ER JIE I MISS YOU SO MUCH ):
):
):
):
lol not like she knows i have a blog.im prob IT-idiot in her mind =.=
but i pray tht she's doing well w nik(: i love them both so much.
i know i dont talk ALOT to nik.but he's been sucha sweet n awesome guy whom i literally look up to n also laugh with ahaha.terminator-lookalike.

it'll be a year before i get to see them again.
:'(

things will prob get better.
sometimes im sick of all these.
n i dunno if its really my fault tht i just cant go along.
but sometimes i just feel like shouting it out
like who'd understand.

oh God.
whtever tht comes.help me take it in my stride.

o btw hokkaido ice cream sea salt and caramel flavour. I LOVE.

2008-04-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOO
LAST PAPER
DONE
yes!
pretty happy la(: but it took me awhile to stop thinking abt tht physics paper hah!
haha cox was worried abt the mcqs. but FORGET IT xD

n o no! gonna be AP prep until AP in may.
-hyperventilate (HAHA learnt from kelly xD )
ohmygosh she's dam funny today.
but o well.
hope can do well for APs(: work hard!

so had trng in the afternoon.
oh my goshhhhh i will never ever ever ever eat less than 3 hours before trng again.
srsly think my digestive system is lagged or sumthing.
but yeah.
ate pizza hut around 1.5 hours before trng i think
n during trng its like this pain in upper abdomen tht didnt wanna go away.
n yeah puked some out la.
but its like one meal.
n i got really affected by it.

but we played this fun tag game LOL
its like dam funny la. someone got the ball n the rest SCREAMED
esp the c divs HAHA so cute(:
n its pretty scary to be cornered n tagged.OH MYGOSH
wah so scared until i just chiong around tht boundary.-dies
HAHA but so fun la. -thumbs up

so anyway went to meet revolution at dhoby ghaut(:
took bus n train w elaine! hahaha dunno why always end up talking abt degree in uni.

yep so met edwin first. n i thot i was like pretty late. HAHA
then kelly, joseph, matthias came.
haha so had dinner at long john's n head over to this cafe called timbre to check it out. n woo the live band (accoustic) was soooooo nice(: - MELTS

so glad i met them all today(:
like really do like spending time w them, chilling out, talking n sharing abt alot of stuff.
kelly shared w me today abt sowing the miracle seed.
n its something tht i really needed to know.
n yeah i felt tht i really saw it today. like its something tht i need to find out but i always didnt ask abt it.
yep so in the end He delivered the answer to me today(:
Thank God(:
it was just striking.

n OKAY will enjoy my one day of holiday tml(: WOOOOO

i will stop running away,
turn back,
and run into Your embrace.
You're the answer I am looking for.
Thank you for never giving up on me.(:

2008-04-10T15:59:00.003+08:00

HAHA omgosh its dam funny

first of all.
IM STILL ALIVE PEEPS(:

rofl.cant believe maymay had tht dream where bobbie became zombie =.= n then ppl were like 'where'd u goooo?!'

hahaha dont worry i TOTALLY did not mug.
like i studied.
played comp (just didnt go online or blog)
watched vids(:
n yeah! so my heart's still beating(:

n ok first paper today
BIO
haiyoooooooo scary la.
like its like wht yunzhi said 'bio has always been a gamble for me'
HAHA SO TRUE.
like not sure if its the right thing to choose (for the difficult mcq) n not sure if the animal's the right example n etc (for frq)
o well.PRAYYYYY tht can do not bad for it la.
thank God its over tho!
my brain was like so dead after bio.

ok good luck for stats exam tml!(:
jiayou peeeeeeeeeeeople!

jin tian(:

2008-04-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

hmmmm
hahaha lost by one point la.
aiyoooooooooooooo!

i think there's really alot factors behind it.
but ok nvm we'll work things out bit by bit yeah(:

i really look forward to training w 456.
its like. i believe we can really do it.
its just tht sometimes we dont give it our best shots.
i also cant give my best 100% of the time la.
made stupid mistakes today too. :/
but hopefully we can put in more effort now k(:

thanks trainers, for coming down yeah.
sorry for wht we did :/

anyway sharlene!(: take care of ur ankle yeahhhh. haha
so poor thing >< its like 1 week only la. sure dam pain la.
esp when u played c.
take care k(:

haha so ate dinner at westmall w elaine,may,qian,chuiyi.
HAHA so funny we were trying to censor wht we said so chuiyi wont be affected.LOL
o welll.
but yeah had fun la(: hahaha ELAINE'S SALT,PEPPER,CHEESE BOTTLE SHAKING was DAM FUNNY hahahahahaha!
-thumbs uppppp

hope tht i wont think too much abt netball since exams are near.
hard to block out la.
will always end up talking abt it hahaha.
xD OOPS
<3

woooo REVOLUTION! official introduction tml(:
make a difference yeah!

2008-04-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYMAY!(:
hahaha hope u had fun today!
special thanks to elaine,qian,jingyi,phuongha,MS LEE HAHA, shuhui
who helped out directly, or indirectly.
yep!<3

oh my gosh cake smashing was like dammmmmmm funny!
wah lao qian really go all out eh.
n then jingyi n bfg were making soooooooooooo much noise in the canteen before the surprise HAHA.
xD
dunno fighting happily over wht la. haiyer!

anyway today started off w like schhhhh as usual(:
wah duno why today i felt really tired.
like just cant really focus.
:/
anyway english was nice. speeches were all interesting as usual(:
im so gonna miss the casual classroom setting, presentations, laughter n fun.
gahhh.

PE was like...SHORTLIVED AGAIN haha
this time due to the dam heavy rain.
its like..we're not meant to play frisbee or sumting LOL
so me n elaine stayed back for.......MAY'S BDAY SURPRISE(:
yep. hard to study cox got miss teo. HAHA
no laaaaa. was just not the right environment. -nods
but had fun talking tho. LOL

ok so FINALLY those 2 came w cake w/o _____ HAHA! whose fault ar!
n so i just smsed may, told her tht me n elaine fought n it was dam bad or sumthing lol.
OOPS.
so elaine, qian n jingyi hid behind the vending machines
while i just sat there n waited for her, trying to act sad while i sooooo wanna burst out laughing cox tht golden hair qian kept popping her head out!!!
n looooool poor maymay totally fell for it >< HAHA sorry my dear! otherwise u wouldnt come down n we wouldnt have SURPRISED U(:

n ok. cake smashing. LIKE LOL.
end up just two of them attacking each other la! haha while the rest of us scram.
(:

may had to go off for dinner so yeah left w four of us.
n =.= forced to go all the way to thompson plaza w them! mjstyfkbujhm!
okkkkkkkk. just to eat thai express LOL.
but was fun la(: jingyi n her colleagues! HAHAH sounds like she's easily bullied there lol!
and somehow we just sat, ate n talked for a loooong time.

FINALLY GOT HOME.
at like 11.
-tired.
but happy(:

ahhh tml got friendly match!.
thanks qian, like wht u said totally added to our pressure. HAHAHA
o well. good luck for tml my dears(: jiayou!
hope we'll play well.

2008-04-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

ytd's trng was good!(:
running + footwork drills + pair drills.
then did courtwork!
played vs cdiv.
somehow have more confidence playing w the juniors(:
its just nice to have these jovial ppl on court.

HAHAH played GA w huixin as GS.
wah lao so tall+long hands confirm can get rebound one right?!
haiyo! but sometimes timing wrong la.=.=
but sure can catch one lor! so i shouted 'eh LONG HANDS U BETTER CATCH HOR'
HAHAH n she caught!
n ofcourse laughed n shot in. rofl dam funny la she (:

played w jiayu too! hahaha both quite different styles. but still cool(:
just need to work things out properly n it'll flow yeah

hmmm ok.

EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK
kjhgvdybftyjkuhj!
ok good luck ppl.
stardy hard.

so glad i can focus better now.
pray tht He'll guide me through this long string of exams and APs!

2008-03-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

ooooo i love d gray man(:
HEH.
really exciting right now.as in the storyline.
<3

GO WATCH!
ok dont start now. cox there's tests n exams n all.

o man. so fast to exams!
but so fast the busiest part of the year's gonna be over.
sch exams,sat,ap. all gonna be over. o.o
woo then more time for netball 2nd half of the year.

n i'd have lesser modules!(:
eng,bio,math. >:D dunno if i missed out anything.

okok need to go back to studying.
study hard yall(:

2008-03-27T08:46:00.002+08:00

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/\ /\ /\
"everybahday dyance now~!"
dancing stick figures.

pikachu, i choose you!
^---^
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punk rocker dude.

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distorted netball :D

i'm a pheesickz geek 8-B
Q=mcT
Q=mL
PV=nRT
e = (Qh - Qc)/Qh
x = ut + 1/2 at^2
v^2=u^2 - 2ax
P=F/A
Power=I^2R
W=Fd
F=-kx
F=GMm/R^2
F=kQq/R^2

bored liaoooz

hiatus

2008-03-27T08:39:00.002+08:00

hi!
bobbie's being a hardworking girl - doing her english speech right now and has been very busy the past few days, hence the lack of updates.
sorry for the disappointment caused and thank you for visiting :)

this is kindly brought to you by a very nice friend :))

2008-03-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

(:
WELL
ytd morn had trng!(:
hahaha was good! felt like i needed it.
all ran 1.6km, did drills, steps, a bit of sprinting n played games.
HAHA
was so funny lol. coach was thoroughly enjoying herself with her anywhere ball.
tsktsk

then we stayed back to play full court! haha
quite messy la. but it definitely takes time to work things out.
step by step bah!

ohmygosh.
BIO TEST
=.=
dam got so much to study.
vgcfdxxwecrvufbgnhjkbvcxdwrtyufn!

REVOLUTION

2008-03-21T19:22:00.003+08:00

went for Revolution band prac today(:

its like church jc cluster band that's like slowly building up(:

n today was like really enriching. n i think everyone felt that it was a good session.

so went to kranji at 945 to meet up with Edwin n George was there as well.
so 2 of us were like pretty on time while the rest came at 11! haha cant blame them la. cox they stay like a continent away.

n while waiting for them i played w edwin's DOG!
LIKE SO CUTEEEEEE
its a golden retriever called poofy!(: such a sweet, gentle n non-barking dog! haha
n its fur's like dam smooth n golden. <3 style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">wht we're doing here.

they shared something like
dont be a christian who is so caught up in work n everything n forgot abt the Cross.
n to me i realised, i do.
i can forget the Cross sometimes, i can put things above God too.
so my love for Him is so inconsistent. but i have to rmb that, He loves us under all circumstances.
its always abt His love for us n not the other way round.

n also to avoid being a christian, whose thoughts matured with more knowledge, who asks for more than just God's love. who always asks for 'knowledge above knowledge of His love'.
but the whole idea is revolved around His love. n His love is more than enough.
everything He did for us, is because He loves us.
we dont need powerful revelations to keep going.
we just need to rmb the simplicity of all these n the underlying Truth: God's tremendous love for us. which is all shown on the Cross.

it is really a great blessing to be with the band today.
other than the fact tht singing n practising was fun, i feel like I should be here.
i felt like God brought me here to help build this platform.
tho i may not have the best capability, He placed me here.
n the same goes for the rest of the band.

its a different experience, because we're doing something for a bigger cause, n for God.
n its like a fellowship as well.
because we play tgt, help each other out, correct one another, work things out.
n i can feel the love in this band. the vibe, the energy, the common love for God.

im really thankful to God for this band.
i mean although i haven been able to make it for alot of sessions, they are always so willing to help n guide me.
i did go today this morning, with a lil fear that i cant do well because i havent been practising. havent been singing much.
but somehow tht lil fear was quelled by God's voice. tht i shud just commit everything in His hands n try my best today.
n im more than thankful for everything today.(:

Thank you, Lord.

all out

2008-03-20T20:04:00.004+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

im kinda sick of myself being so nua.
in the sense tht i told myself i would study n do work in the morn (free periods)
i ended up NOT doing much
zsxrcdygtvbunhijkmnjhbgv!
lol
need to work hard tjm.
sch tests n exams+APs+SAT
crap its like a marathon o.o

had lunch w dear maymay today. n as usual talked abt all kinda stuff. hahah!
esp abt our sch.
n LOL maymay! i saw the girl with tht hair in the toilet i went to.
i was like 'OHH'. not out loud la.but rofl man
tsk. some trends tht we're seeing in sch are soo disappointing.

o yeah i think i was kinda looking forward to Physics AP prep today
cox get to be under Mr Lim again!
BUT
first lesson
n he just spammed us w Mock AP MCQ test.
crap.
70 qns. 90 min.
DO UNTIL SO TIRED. hahaha
n i never felt so hopeless for a phy paper before.
like my brain kinda released all the concepts i had long ago.
hahaha so gonna flunk it. need to study phy! for AP

but yay im glad we're under him again.
he's like really steady n firm la.
n tho he's like abit hardened on the outside, he's really nice n caring(:
rmbed all the encouragement he gave me.
like unexpected la.

oh yeah english today was not bad.
speeches as usual.
but technical speeches are...like technical.
not say VERYVERY interesting la. its not personal, not amazing. not tht uplifting.
but anyway i think nat did a good job.
THE SOUND THING man we all got tricked. but we were still wowed by it(:

OH NO must do my speeches yeah.
actually pretty enjoyed this module. so fun! (: all talk n lil action. LOL
n was interesting cox everyone's speech is different.

ok so PE!
oh thankful tht my group got to do frisbee.
srsly hope they would forget tht we need to do softball after a few lessons cox i totally dont wanna play softball...cant catch anything tht's not big.=.=
but it was kinda monotonous for today's lesson.

started off running 2 rounds around lane 8. n ANYONE behind yeelyn shall be punished.
AND THT YEELYN AR. hahaha pian pian run so fast ahead suddenly.
so we all panicked n ran fastttteeerrr.
thanks ar. evilll

then did like 'drills' thanks to ms chua wenting stephanie(AKA Miss Universe)
we couldnt do consec passes. HAHA
no la we all made mistakes too. but she ar. dam funny xD throw frisbee like throwing tissue paper like tht.

o my gooodnesss.
embarrassing moment when i caught the frisbee n slipped n almost split la!
laughed like crazzzzzyyyy lol!

then played a lame game. hahaha n ada, ameera, yunwei, yeelyn,gabriel, n me stayed back to play 3v3 frisbee. haha quite fun! but 3 ppl not tht fun la. playng w churchmates was alwayssss dam awesome(: cant wait for us all to play again!

went to westmall for subway!
saw dorea lol. woooooooooooooooa so diligent. was pretty serious abt her work.
-thumbs up
n we went to shop n save, bought some stuff, oogle at food as well. haha!

today was pretty much fun.
but need to buck up in my work!
read may's blog abt the part when they wrote down wht they wanna do after exams.
n i know i'd write the exact same thing as she did.

oh mannn.
i dunno why but this passion hit me real hard n its like staying for life.
actually was glad i came to nushigh cox i managed to revive my passion for netball.
n now im like totally in it.
n its like this passion pushed me not to give up when i wanted to sometimes.
its fuel for everything we need to contribute.
o thank God.

cant wait for trng on sat :D tho i would prob miss church's structured activity. :/
BUT i really want to train. i just cant wait to get on court n train.
its a lil unexplainable. but i know i just WANT TO.

gng to revolution band prac tml! FINALLY (:
tho its like taking my hol..but its cool. just tht its early. ahhh. n at kranji.
o well. get to be w the band peeps again.
not like im realllyyy close to them. but they're like dam nice la.
n they're really do it all for God. its so amazing n inspiring. (:

i wanna get back on track again.
wanna start weekly devotionals w ada.
wanna let His Word transform my life again.

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND ALL(:

TODAY + PICTURES

2008-03-19T18:53:00.005+08:00

hahah today was...wooohoo!

ummm basically had mentoring n a talk in the morn, by MS TANG my ex-art tcher! omygosh she's like really really nice but her ppt alwaysssssssssssssssss got like ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOT of slides. HAHA but was nice seeing her again(:

had lunch w mayfong n basically just went to nb court + benches (:
to study for bio cox i didnt wanna go home yet.
so studied, wrote random stuff n waited for may to come back from her chi lesson.
so yeah!

ohhh n had this idea of asking zuxin to come up to nb court to drill her a little.
n wow her reply in sms is like 'okay. coming (:'
like so readily.
good good(:
n LOL really laughed like crazy la cox she does alot of funny stuff.
but she can do it one la. really can. (: jiayou zuxin! will improve de k

then after she left we did like triangle drill.
HAHA
quite fun la! the pepper ball one.
not bad not bad.

then mayfong n i talked abt alot of stuff la.
half of the time abt NETBALL AGAIN hahaha
like endless one leh.
n then took stupid photos. LOL
MAY im so not gonna show tht ONE STUPID PHOTO.
keep it between ourselves k(:

PICTURES: from this whole week

(:

2008-03-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

FIRST OF ALL: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO(:
hahha dunno if u read my blog. but yeah happy bday! thanks for the sweet lil cupcake! :D
hope u did enjoy urself today.(:

sigh this morn was like..bad.
i dunno.
it all came back to me again la.
like all those feelings i used to experience when im under the same situations.
like just got me down la.

n i find it so hard to laugh it away.
find it so hard to tell ppl sometimes. like who would understand.
who would tell me they'd be there.
):

anyway had to do the trainers PRESENTS HAHA
like totally tried to do wht we can under the time limit.
SO SORRY IF ITS SCREWY (like drop here drop there :/ )
the things really dont wanna stick sometimes la :/

training was GOOD(:
hahha i v nice k.
allowed everyone to run on court. HAHA
okok next time canot liao.

so did drills, team drills, courtwork, played game.
woo 6 suicide runs?? + abit of conditioning.
but anyway. was ok la. cox i conserve energy for the 5.
then the last one after court game. just...CHIONG. x.x

V FUN hahahah xD i love playing court la.
best-est.

i mean no matter wht, the score, etc
the adrenaline n teamwork are there (:

oh man so sad tht our trainers are GONE
hahahhaha!
awwww

Jingyi:
HAHA gonna miss all your 'woohooooooooooooo!'s
like always dam random, sudden one xD
anyway so glad tht we learned so much from you.
i mean for me right-its like more of i learned how impt encouragement is from you(:
cox u always encourage us la. like alot(: n always so nice la hahaha
elaine also said before tht whtever u shouted on court pushed us more!
so yeahh.
n def also the technical stuff. like passes, n everything.
but i think u helped me learn to really enjoy myself in the play(:
somehow u helped me release some stress i have on court.

Qianqian:
HAHA k not gonna miss your whackings!
tong si wo le. :S haha no la im jk(:
i think it was really fun! cox we always fool around. haha but still can get things done during the right time.
n yeah i think all your drills n stuff really work for us hahah
i mean can be tiring la. but we'll do it.
n may, laine, me all agree tht it helps alot la! like the steps. dont worry we'll keep doing it in memory of yall(:
thanks for all the small talks here n there!like u can just tell tht im troubled over something n u'll try n help out la. really appreciate it! cox sometimes im just abit stressed abt the whole cca thing.

hmm how to say ar.
like u guys really taught us alot more than just netball.
(:
yep!
n yall did everything from being there listening to us rant abt nats to watching all our games, to teaching us all the skills.
just wanna say a HUGE THANKS to yall on behalf of everyone, esp may n laine too(:

n also:

may:
hahahaha it has always been a joy playing w u may!
like really, u improved alot la. since long time ago hahaha
n actually really glad ure right in this team w us(: cox u're always so passionate
n always so enthu! haha u know it rubs off u la.
o n always so full of whacky ideas!
anyway really really good job so far(: dnt worry abt obstacles like ur parents, psl or anything.
just come back n play w us(: n share abt anything w us.

elaine:
hahha actually me n may feel tht sometimes ur abit distant
but u know wht, its like not so bad anymore?(:
cox its like the more we play, train n everything.
it just...somehow makes things better?
n yes so glad u're in this team cox u're always so passionate abt netball too!
n always willing to work hard(:
n DONT ever feel tht ure out of place. cox we'll always try our best not to make u feel so k, but u must also do ur part HAHA. n we'd always always forever love to talk to our dear elaine(: our dam pro centre!

i love u all(:
kinda all just made my day better compared to the morn. HAHA
haha i just felt like being frank n honest.
cox i really do love my team,sport,trainers, coach, juniors n all.
all in one package(:
like i think one HUGE THING (out of a few)of my nushigh life--> netball<3

BACK TO SCHOOL

2008-03-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

o wellllllllllllllllllllllll.
back to sch huh.
sure missed my hols(: which was sooo refreshing n fun!
just met up w old frens, went out, movies. (:

anyway today started off with chem lab.
OKAYYY.
was dam scared when Mr Gerald was giving back our prac tests.
i was like 'oh God pleaseeeee dont gimme a bad grade'
i mean i wouldnt know wht the tcher would penalise me for.
since i accidentally squirted some hot water infront of him for tht prac test?!
nvr ever tilt the dropper upside down :/

so ANYWAY
was like praying HAHA.
n THANK GOD i got a decent grade(: not bad for me haha.
woooo!

so chem lab was as usual. trying to prepare some compound.
anyway me n steph ended up talking abt wht we're gna study in uni.
what a huge question mark for me.
design, science, biomed, psychology, forensic science etc.
need to decide soon.
argh!

math was alright haha. mr Lim's always nice as usual.
he's really friendly la.
(:
always smiling no matter how bad our grades can get LOL.

oh during math mass lecture we had this mcq test
on everything we learnt for stats!!which is like 2 modules.
n oh wow
my calculator died after a few qns.
OHGOSH
but thankfully, the test is not counted(:
lol so tried to calculate using my slow brain ANYWAY.
i guess i pulled off some qns.
but those tht required stats function-->gone.
o well.

then went to nb court w elaine to wait for mayfong!
so we could take photos to...urm...do something.
HAHAH
so me n elaine just did passes to kill time. woo one-third court passes.
need to improve yeah. (:
n loooool rusty shooting tjm. -shakes head.
i guess if im back to GA i'll start putting my shots in (:
actl i shud start. OK SET.

so along came mayfong n her 'dad' (aaron =.=)
who helped us take a couple of LAME SHOTS haha.
tsktsk.
was fun la(:

after elaine left, me n may went to the track cox she felt like running.
so ok...ran with my dear junior in my converse shoes ><
felt so 'flat-footed' hahaha
but as usual we ran n talked abt lots of stuff. always pertaining to netball haha!
<3

kinda wished tml would come faster,
yet wished it wouldnt come either.

2008-03-16T13:09:00.002+08:00

I LOVE D GRAY MAN(:
awesome anime!!

ALLEN WALKER! oh my gosh oh my gosh. crowned clown.
YES HE'S BACK

>:D

TIRING

2008-03-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

hahaha WAH dam tired today. but fun la(:

KAY went out at like 10ish to meet dear maymay! HAHA
to watch SKY OF LOVE at cathay.
oh my gosh la dammmmmmmm sweeet!
i cried like a cow pls.
like just poured n poured cox it was so touchingggg (:
but the plot abit plain la. like normal plot.
but i guess its the acting n everything else tht makes it worth watching.

n HOHO something stupid happened in the morn.
but o well.
i was just being stupid lol.

o btw the lead actor in sky of love...
makes us wanna melt! so sweet + hot :D
haha we were both like 'omgosh he's so cute!'
ok lame ppl.

then went to shop for SOMETHINGS
omgosh dam tiring n we were like abt to pull out our hair liao
AHHH but anyway we got whtever we got so yeah.
thank GOD(:
-high fives maymay

then rushed to meet ada at cityhall
n then went for arrow(:
wooo worship + sermon!(:
but didnt manage to stay for the whole thing
had to leave halfway for grandma's bday celebration

then rushed to harbourfront to go eat w relatives!
at like some dragongate restaurant.
if only i was closer to my cousins n all.
:/
like i was totally quiet la.
sat beside another quiet cousin of mine cox i was late.
so yeah. wah totally never say much la.
i guess it would have been really fun if i was alot closer to them all(:
so dinner was quite plain to me.
but happy birthday grandma!(:

WHOLE WEEK

2008-03-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

TUES:
went out with nanhua npcc squadmates! SO FUN:D
gotta say i was a lil nervous cox i havent seen them in a looooooooooooong time
tho i always missed my squad(: all those trngs we been tho n stuff
so anyway got to meet fiona(LADY BOSS), chunlai(VICE PT HEAD), SiongAik (PT HEAD), Alvin, valentino, lapkan, jarrel.

then went KBOX HAHA
n just had fun the np style--->DAM CRAZY
hahaha just stood up, sang, THREW PEANUTS AT JARREL haha!!
cox he was dancing on the couch! omgosh.

n we all ate at subway n siongaik was entertaining us with his POLITICAL PLANS haha!
tsktsk
haha but it was really fun with them all(:
n its actually quite sad tht i didnt get to spend another 2 years w them
then i'd be much closer to these ppl who were really my my dearest squadmates in sec 1 n 2
i mean no matter how tough trng was, we did it all tgt.
all for one, one for all(:
I LOVE YOU GUYS

WED:
HAHA trng!
was goood(: quite fun la w the yr 4s actually(:
went to j8 w elaine! to shop cox i never shopped there b4 hahahha
n then met up w bfg too cox she was working LOL
HAHA prac dragged her along for like 5 more hours.
n elaine n i shopped til dam tired la!
but we're still lusting after the clothes cox we have no $$$ ):

HAHA N I DID THIS AWESOME DARE k
basically to get my beloved cj7 toy,
i need to do a dare: go up to a girl n say 'can u be my girlfriend?' n -flying kiss
HAHA TOOK SO LONG before i did n qian n elaine were laughing like mad lol
n YAY qian agreed to get me the cj7 toy :D:D:D
for pics go see elaine's blog hahah!

anw here's a pic of my cj7 :D

lol worth it worth it (:

THU:
did my hw in the afternoon
then went out w some cg peeps to watch STEP UP 2
watched w dear ada, joy, annabel, jeremy n sam!
but the movie ar...
disappointing la.
like the dance moves were like 'WOW'
but the plot was like horrible n cheezy :/

FRI:
WOO trng today again(:
went to sch earlier to study w dear elaine who's alone!! since 7.30 AM O.O
hahhaa n had to rush to buy her lunch cox she was hungry n need time to digest for trng
so ended up all tired when i reached sch haha

anyway trng was good(:
ran 1.6km w timing, did circuit which TOOK REALLY LONG (sorry! we very slow xD) , n played game(:

n OH NO jingyi n qian are not gonna coach us anymore )))))))))):
its their last session w us next tues ))))))));
will really miss them terribly cox we really had fun, n learnt alot from them
but also sorry for the times we disappointed yall ):
but really wanna thank them alot for their efforts n the fact tht they volunteeered!!(:
will truly truly truly miss yall.
love you babes(:

n argh coach also leaving in term 3!
i mean i knew it before she said le.
but i dunno why it seemed so real when she announced it today n it was really sad for me la.
):

i dont want any of the trainers, coach to go.
but i guess its difficult for them too la.
wish them all the best tho!(:

anyway went to eat at sumohouse w mayfong, elaine, qian and jingyi.
LOL as usual so hilarious
n went to ntuc to walk around-me,elaine n jingyi were like 'EH i like this n tht!' haha
then only qian like 'er...ok' lol!
anyway we bought quite some stuff to eat even after our dinner(:
wah can really eat alot after trngs(:

today was really great.
really love trngs(:
love netball!

In Christ Alone

2008-03-14T11:32:00.004+08:00

This morning i felt such an urge to hear the song 'In Christ Alone' again.
i heard this song when i was v young
n i still rmb how deeply moved i was by the power of its lyrics, the message behind the song, and the love of God.

so i decided to find it on Youtube this morn.
n i feel so refreshed by it once again(:

In Christ Alone
by Adrienne Liesching and Geoff Moore

In Christ alone my hope is found;
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This cornerstone, this solid ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My comforter, my all in all—
Here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone, Who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save.
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied;
For ev’ry sin on Him was laid—
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain;
Then bursting forth in glorious day,
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory,
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me;
For I am His and He is mine—
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death—
This is the pow’r of Christ in me;
From life’s first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No pow’r of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home—
Here in the pow’r of Christ I’ll stand.

its such a song of faith.

sometimes i worry too much abt some stuff
like when im out, i'll be like 'oh no, i still have hw at home waiting for me to do'

n one day i just saw a fellow churchmate's msn nick:
'I'll keep going until i finish, coz Jesus is for me(='

then i got reminded again why do i worry so much abt my schwork
when my life is so much more than work.
i need to know when to focus on work, when not to.
my life is for God, friends, people, joy n many more.
n sch is just one part.
n sch can be a platform for His Glory to be shown.
not just a place to mug dryly.
let work not be a chore, but something to accomplish with His Strength.

n this journey shall be a fruitful n meaningful one,
because i have Him to walk with.

2008-03-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

QIAN INVADES!!!!!!

woooooooo!!!

today was... haha. jm did an unbelievable yet possible DARE!!!! WHOOTS! O.O we were all sooooo amazed by her luh. HAHA. we didnt know that she is so desperate to get the CJ7. erm. i shall leave it to her to elaborate more on it. SO people. if you see her in school or anywhere, pls ask her more about it yeah!!! bombard her with questions!!! haha. it was total embarrassment. =.='

haha. and yes. jm and elaine came to visit me at my workplace today. it was like... OKAY!!! kept laughing at me ok!! and they threatened to complain to my manager on how i serve the customers. BUT i am so lovable ok!!! so SHEEEEH!!!! dont say anything!!! ((: haha. then they dragged me all the way to amk hub. seeee!!! how evil can they be!! hehe

anw. goodnight people. i need my precious sleep before i die tmr morning. i got work and test tmr!!! wish me luck people. HAHA. bye guys!! (:

church!(:

2008-03-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

today was....great!(:

cant believe woke up at 7.30am then went to exercise w parents.
aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooo so early!
but anyway was fun la(: then we went to eat breakfast tgt!
now tht my sisters are overseas. tempory for my dajie tho
shud go out w my parents more often(:

then slpt cox i was tired hahaha!
n watched badminton matches w dad, on tv.
HAHA so exciting! we were like 'aiyah!! like tht also can', 'umpire dam lousy la wah lao'
n really omgosh.
like OBVIOUSLY the shuttlecock was out by like how many inches tht umpire said in.
then cox badminton cannot challenge?
then the korean players were like dam pissed lol.

went to get a haircut haha!
10 bucks kind.n still quite nice i think(:
yay hair not so messy now.
then went to cityhall to find ada.

AND ada was being gluttony so went to eat gelare first!
n it took so long for the waffle to come =.=
+
ALOT of ppl at suntec cox of IT fair.
like really a 'sea of human beings' (from ada xD )

hahah anyway really liked service(:
Pastor Joshua was so funny! haha n i think whtever stories he told
really showed the message : God's tremendous love for all of us.
(:
n u can leave with so much assurance
tht God Himself will walk with us everyday because of His unconditional love(:

went to eat pepper lunch w ada n sam!
N SAW CHERYL LIT HAHA
she was like 'EHHH HELLO'
n her sis was like 'WHO'S THT?!' right at my face la lol!

after tht we walked around
me n ada BOUGHT LOVE ME IF YOU DARE the french movie!
:D:D:D:D
sounds like a really really sweet movie tht hammey wants, which we also wanna watch -drools

ok then the two greedy pigs went to eat green tea icecream :D:D
WOOO
awesomeee!
n ok just walk thru citylink, which was a torment cox we're so sick of walkng thru there. HAHA

anyway was really fun today(:
just like going out w parents, going to church, then hang around for dinner w frens!
cant wait to go shopping this week!

HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2008-03-08T22:21:00.003+08:00

HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

-taps chest.

today ar.
really waste time.

tsk.

like srsly. i went this morn with a mindset : i shall be open minded to learn whtever i can.

n theres srsly nothing inspiring abt this workshop.
i mean not like im a dam pro leader who knows everything.
but everything they say is very very basic.
how do we learn beyond? if its always always:
work as a team
communicate
have a goal
.
.
.
but the thing is we need like some help w how to go about solving some kind of realistic problems.
i mean...
sighhhhhhhh.
n like sometimes we can share n talk, but we dont gain anything out of it because it wasnt well-facilitated, n it wasnt very constructive. like problems pile pile pile.
but solutions? someone guide us?
but i guess ive learnt to not make the same mistakes as the workshop did.

BUT one thing i really took home
was abt pushing ur limits when they showed us a 'facing the giants' extract.
n i was like..really moved by it?
k so wanna watch!
then was telling elaine tht i think they shud just show us the movie n tht's all.

haha so after tht me, elaine, cheryl lit went to canteen. then we waited for elaine (HAIYO :D) to batheeee cox she's gng to eat w her parents at a hotel :O

then all 3 of us walked to clementi n went to SUMO HOUSE (:
wooo awesome.
HAHA cheryl lit's like dam funny. comical xD
keep laughing at her! HAHA her vocab ar. tsktsk
everytime elaine n me throw some long word, must think whether cheryl would understand or not haha!

then elaine left early n me n cheryl just continued eating.
HAHA eat so dam long la pls. n omgosh i just realised this girl can really eat.
jingyi + cheryli lit. shud just go buffets all the time!

haha then cheryl lit guai guai follow me to bookshop, bank, accessories shop!
very cute la she. (:
n talked abt alot of stuff too.
like abt her team. wht happens during netball trng for them. her family etc.

anyway it was really fun talking to a junior like her.
like talk nonsense anything also can.
n any problems we'll share n talk it out.

MARCH HOLS!!!
trainings + outings (:
with frens, some netballers, n hopefully np squadmates!! n cg ppl!(:
oh God. thanks for a timely break.

oh Lord, i'll throw away my fears n i'll find my resting place in You.
there'll be no unrest n i'll commit everything into Your hands.
n know tht in every situation, even the most minor ones,
I have You to walk with.

refresh

2008-03-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

everytime the word 'nationals' come into place i would feel a tinge of sadness la.
but its been decided.
actually i decided to stop pushing.
on thurs.
n it was one of those decisions that was like already made for u but u just didnt wanna follow.
n it was like so many stages we had to pass.
but its ok(: somehow i know we will get something out of whtever we have.
n it really is time to move on.

tsk.
im starting to dread gng to the doc.
i think i have mild stomach flu. like MILD.
but its been giving me pains n stuff. so yea mum said better go see doc.
but i really dislike waiting for my turn k.
x(

takes eternity.
n the doc end up giving me a semi-diagnosis??
which i think i alr guessed??
lol!

anyway.
went back to sch to take the evaluation test tht i missed.
hahaha it was quite okay la. but was rushing like crazyyyyyy la
been quite a while since i had to write so fast.
woo hope tcher will understand my fast-paced, cursive, messy handwriting o.o

TRAINING
i was so not going to skip training for anything in the world.
but i ended up not training as much as i should because ppl are like
'you shudnt be playing!!'
):
dammmmm
N HELLO BFG! hahaha totally took my shoe off n hung it so high up at like some jack n the beanstalk place!?! so i totally couldnt play on court la!!
xD lol but it was funny la.
got to smack each other like crazy tho.
hey im smaller than u but i pack some punch k.

n later on faster eat dinner w jingyi, qian, elaine hahaha.
ELAINE i will return u $5.40.
im so gonna rmb it. (:
haha omgoshhh
jingyi eats so much! ok la not like 3 meals like tht la.
BUT WAH. not bad not bad. trng makes u wanna replenish ur supply lol

cg (:
today's cg was really good.
alot alot of sharing.
n i really think tht sharing's good.
like it helps to alleviate whtever pain u're gng thru
it helps us to bond, understand each other.
n somehow i just feel so free to tell these ppl whtever i went thru.
n its fellowship-ing la.
really. n its amazing.
n was really nice tht after cg we would just sit around to chat
n KENG GUAN PLAYS BAGPIPES?! like WOW??
so interesting! :D:D:D:D
n we sat around to sing to jeremy n shaun's playing (guitar) (:
so beautiful.
thank God. for this fellowship(:

O YES A LEVEL RESULTS
CONGRATS TO PPL who are satisfied n happy w their results.
(grats to ADA!! haha n JASMINE TOO! u freaking smart ppl (: )

i know ure really disappointed. n it was unexpected for u.
but dont worry kay(: dont brood over it too much
sometime soon, u'll have to move on. n can always just start anew
no matter what, we'll always be here for u to talk to (:
its more impt for u to realize what went wrong n to never let it happen again.
JIAYOU k!

dam
leadership workshop tml. WHOLE DAY.
tsk.
o well. make the best of it. since it clashed w church band's prac ):

need some life(:

2008-03-05T21:11:00.004+08:00

training really adds life to my sch life.

like srsly.

when i woke up n i was like 'oh yeah, no trng today, dont have to pack towel etc'
but no matter wht i'll still bring my ankleguards cox i always end up playing bball or some random netball haha.

but i think i really miss it haha.

im not like crazy or anything la. but its just tht i really love the sport. n a few of us too(:
n sometimes when ppl dont understand,
especially when they're higher-ups,
when they're making decisions for us,
when they make assumptions,
it really breaks my heart.

o well. shant be brooding over it(: we'll still be trying.
but we are losing grip of it.
im like just watching them pull it out between my fingers.
n i cant do much abt it.

anyway today's english speech was not bad HAHA I GUESS.
i think its really fun to be all stupid n carefree in our speeches.
i mean, we just like to enjoy ourselves while we do whtever we need to.
yup(:
n i enjoyed my speech today. wooo good job JAYA (jingmin,ada,yunwei,ameera) (:

haha no rules basketball was like CHAOTIC
but was fun la. i think my tiredness was due to laughing like crazy HAHA
cox we all played in the slight rain, n the court was dam slippery n the ball was like a slime ball or sumting!
n all the guys just attacked gabriel la! haha
n me yw yl were like tackling each other xD HAHA
i guess times like these are really really nice.
just set it all free n play like there's no tml(:

sometimes i really really wish i went to a normal jc.
cox i think i can truly achieve wht i want there.
n it may be stressful also la.
but i always feel tht i'll graduate knowing tht i enjoyed my time there, tht i loved being in the sch.
im really not sure tht i can say tht for this sch.
n i'll miss my frens n all.
but i really feel like the last few years of my life was spent meaninglessly here.
o well. maybe things will get better(:
maybe God has something good for us wherever we are.

dunno why, but im like so easily tired nowadays.
always wanna slp early, but didnt manage to. something would just crop up.
n end up slping at 12 :/

k nvm. shall do some work first. later!

2008-03-03T19:07:00.005+08:00

something happened today.
which made me really wanna ____
(not die or anything =.=)

felt like a dream was crushed or sumthing.
it really meant alot to me.

but i dwelled on what i heard during ytd's sermon.
we need to be christians who just hop onto God's train and just never get off.
never hop off to another, dont doubt.
no matter how unpleasant the situations may be,
just never get off.

n somehow i just believe, tht it can still happen for us.
God is so much bigger than whoever's standing in the way.
n no matter what, we need to just trust in Him

its no longer our effort.
its all by His Strength now.
faith will come when we hear His Word.
n He will deliver us thru all these.

n to you who dared to spout utter trash, tho it may be true, it just shows me how insecure, n how immature you really are. all the foul things u say really just reflects on your level of thinking. tsk. wonder how long it'll take for u to mature. maybe we shouldnt even wait. n to you,who thinks the one who said all tht, is so cool and worth idolizing, same goes to you.maybe cox you always stick by the books so you dont see that the world is bigger than whtever you read. so dont try to come n say things that just show how unworldy you are.

im prob not even mad. i just feel like giving yall my advice.maybe you can try to grow up.

EDITED:
(i just felt like adding in this part.)

i was just listening to hillsong.
n i just felt like listening to 'In Your Freedom'

n the song just started so beautifully:

I search for You God of strength
I bow to You in my brokenness
And no other King could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart

n it really spoke to me.
because we're gng thru this trial to push for it to happen.
n im just so moved by how small a person like me, can mean so much to God,
who would so willingly come and heal my brokenness.

n sometimes im just tired. but i know i can rest in His kingly love.

n one part just goes:

And I love You Lord
You rescued me

n i realised i dont have to sing that only when im rescued, or when im granted success.
i can already sing that right now.
because even if we're amidst a trial, He rescued us when He spoke so close to our hearts.
He rescued us when He told us not to give up.
when He told us to hang on tight.
when He carried us this far.

I will praise You in all my days.
even during trials.

thanks to mayfong for your encouragement today.
haha i totally didnt mean tht part when i teased you that your consolation was lousy xD

n to elaine: hang on tight k(: we'll all get thru it. n we'll see it all happening. maybe it wont happen. but something better might(:

out n abt

2008-03-01T18:53:00.007+08:00

haha happy birthday hammey(:
went to ccab in the morn to watch the finals of issac.
acjc vs tpjc
wahhhh exciting!
xD
like ac is really really good la.
-applauds
i think the score was like a diff of 70 goals.

haha watching them play makes me feel like training n playing again. lol

so after tht me n hammey ate prata for lunch.
woooooo!
n talked abt our futureeee. o.o
uni, courses?
its all kinda a blur. man i might even take fashion design for all u know.

anyway after tht hams n me took 156 bus back to clementi
n the bus is like SO COOL
like a whole new design inside. tht ive never seen before
looks like a lounge.
here's some pics (:

haha feel like participating in stardust'08.
but i think maybe not, cox its kinda rushed xD
tho prizes are like quite attractive.
maybe during hols bah(:

wish to go back to training.
wish to play comp again.
gahhh.

would def take a miracle to go now.
but we'll still try(:

today(:

2008-02-29T23:55:00.003+08:00

hahaha gosh today started off like a lil bad i guess?
like i felt so isolated.
like never talk much to ppl. HAHA
o well.
random morning blues.
no energy to hype up ALL the time (:

anyway during english lesson, the speeches were like quite cool(:
can see improvement ppl! haha
I LIKE GREGORY'S N WEILING'S SPEECHES
greg like...wah. natural speaker man.
totally caught my attention NONSTOP for the whole 5+ min.
not say the topic VERYVERYVERY interesting. but its just the way he says it. cool analogies(:
unlike mayfong's analogies. haha!!
weiling's speech also commanded my attention.
like just striking la. abt respect(: because i think its really really true.
bold one(: i think she just needs to improve presentation-wise then her speeches will be dam cool(:

o yeah got back maths test to see our marks.
hmmm im quite happy w my marks la.
like i srsly thot i might screw it up cox i think i was thinking quite alot abt the issac matches HAHA
so yeah. but i was like praying xD HAHA
'God please help me for this test.'
n yeah. thank God man.(:
its really thru His might.

n played basketball as usual n tire myself out before trainings =.=
anyway was always fun. HAHA
cox like, teamwork la.
its wht makes me wanna play bball all the time.
n when the ball is in, no matter who scored it, everyone shares the joy la.

NETBALL!
i lovee netball(:
i love my juniors, trainers, coaches, teams. (: everything.
lol
siao la. suddenly so lovey.
anyway was fun as usual la. tho kinda slack.
haha ended up talking w bfg cox she wanted to talk to me abt smthing.
then ended up running 4 rounds w her. AND talk.
so yeah. imagine how slow we were.
then added 2 rounds cox felt like we werent really warmed up

but played a fun game : A n B vs C div. lol so funny! mayfong was GS, i was GA then bfg C.
like wahhh. so random.
haha but mayfong! wah shots not bad ar. grow taller can le la. maybe like 30cm(:

SLI was ok....cox got ppl to talk to(:
hammey,yw,yl,elaine,mayfong etc.
so yeah. WOW hammey ur present so nice! im sharing it too k.(:
good buy, steph n ada. -thumbs up

THEN me, mayfong, bfg,elaine,cheryl lit, yueqi went to eat KFC.
pls. no more kfc next time k.
then hahah was funny as usual. xD cox mayfong n qian always so darn lame!
hahahhaa
n we were telling elaine we very scared of her! HAHA
wooops.
anyway mayfong had to leave at 8 cox her mum picking her up from hostel. then she RAN LIKE CRAZY according to herself. LOL
poor thing.

so everyone left. i think elaine n cheryl left at like 9.
then bfg n i talked like until...10ish pm?
abt alot of stuff la. hahaha. -pats bfg on the back
dunno why she always think i very stressed o.o im so not. hahahha
still always go n play (:
anyway was good talking la. just feel more...relaxed i guess(:

sigh.
NATIONALS.
pls.
pls.
pls.
pls.

i need a miracle.

oh yeah its 12am now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMEERA(: i love u babe. so much so much. haha!

ok tml morn need to go watch issac finals(: shud be exciting!

):

2008-02-28T21:02:00.002+08:00

erjie just left for the airport.

sighh mum advised me not to go send her off cox will come back really late.

omgosh so sad.
):
she's gng to UK n she's not gonna come back for a year.
dammit im like missing her already ):
n i really hate to say goodbyes cox it hurts n i dont wanna start crying.
tried to hold back my tears alr when we hugged.
but shit
i already dread the fact tht she's already gone.

one year man.
when she comes back i would have graduated, taken all my sch exams, my APs and ended my high sch life.

but o man. i really miss her.
all those times we watched movies tgt w dajie, at home or theatres.
n all those times we went shopping n everything.
n tht time when she n nik came to support me when our band performed at orchard.
n all those candid moments we had tgt cox we love being stupid xD
n we always love scaring dajie cox she's more timid haha!

really pray tht she'll do well in UK (:
i love u so much sis.

push off

2008-02-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

TODAY:

haha happy birthday ada!(:
wooo grats on being 18! mature la huh
xD
anyway hoped u had fun today! haha even tho the movie (JUMPER) wasnt totally fantastic, still hoped u enjoyed our company!(: n like your pretty slippers!

sigh cant believe i missed out on another wed.
like last night my parents insisted that i go to the doc this morn cox of my flu n cough.
but my flu n cough's like only in the morn and night. feel tht its fine during the day leh.
weird la. n everyone's getting sick >< like the season man.
so anyway i have like 5 medicine O.O like huh?
have the feeling the doc just anyhow give haha.

so then met ada,steph,ham,joshua,bry,gabriel,yw n yl at like 1.45! to watch jumper at cathay(:
OKAY
so jumper wasnt so fantastic.
good effects but kinda like poor plot and script.
gah abit disappointing.
n some parts gave me the feeling tht they were just slotted in to 'fulfil' some plot requirements.
but yea watch it for effects bah(:

YESTERDAY:
k highlight of ytd was match vs uwc.
but dunno why
again we did poorly.
like i felt tht it was one of my worst matches ever.
basically i made a lot of stupid mistakes. find it hard to pass to my attackers cox sometimes its just too dangerous to me. gahhh i really find it so dam stupid pls.
n there were alot of 'ahhhhh shit.' moments like when the ball's already in our goal circle but somehow it got back out.

n i think coach was disappointed la. so were jingyi n qian.
like so sad tht we waste their efforts in teaching us for these few weeks.
i mean dunno why on mon evening's training we still could do it, but just couldnt for ytd.
so screwed.

n so after tht ms chen talked to us all.
i really find fault with this school.
like when can they stop restricting us to studying like mad.
when can they see tht we need to be well-rounded instead of being such AAAAA students.
argh.
i know tht if i didnt push for nats, i'll totally regret. hope tht we can still train hard ): sigh. if only mayfong, jas n eunice can still continue. its like alr trained tgt lor. tho our team's not tht good but we've been tgt for like how long already. ARGH. will totally miss training with them all ):

o btw thanks to all supporters who came(:

after tht elaine,jas,eunice,qian,jingyi n me went to subway to eat.
BFG AR. whack dam hard la.
knocked the breath outta me. poor me!
haha but anyway we were like eating n chatting at subway.
was fun(:
then went home like at 10! haha oops.
then ya faster do chem lab report hahaha

i wanna train.
i dont even feel like taking a break now.
i just wanna settle all these.
set our destination.
then push off.
like now.

today!

2008-02-25T21:50:00.006+08:00

haha last night was really fun(:

me n erjie went to support daddy mummy at their singing competition!
n WOOOO
dad won a gold award PLUS COSTUME AWARD(male) LOL
mum won a silver award(:
CONGRATS dad n mum(:

mum was really cool
like she went to 'rent' this korean costume for her performance haha!
n i tried it on(:

<------

erjie,mum,me dad on stage!

ANYWAY
had training today n it was not bad haha
like we did courtwork n some throw-ins n stuff.
really thank God for coach man
cox she had nth today then had to come all the way down here (she stays FAR away)
to coach us for 1.5hr
(:
THANKS COACH
like she's really nice la.

ADIV
let's just give it OUR really best shot tml k
i mean its like the last match that we'll be playing tgt as a team
since some of u cant play for nationals :/
lets not think abt losing, winning
just put up a TOUGH fight
JIAYOU KAY
(:

o man
i really love D GRAY MAN anime series(:
love the recent episodes!
wooo crowned clown(:
ALLEN WALKER
dam.
so cool.

wooooo

2008-02-23T15:27:00.003+08:00

hahaha woke up today with like abit of aching arms, n thighs.
tsktsk. so unfit! haha

anyway ytd in sch was dammmm fun.
like no english! so only had one lesson in the morninggggggggg :D
so from 9 to 10.30--> BASKETBALL n it was so fun i tell u.
like we played with alot of yr 2 girls n they're pretty fun! haha
so it was like the usual yr 6s -yw,me,tanli,eugene,nat.

then took a break.

AND PLAYED AGAIN
hahahha
with gabriel n theo. haha! quite fun la.
3v3 with girls v guys is like...tiring haha. but not bad right, GIRLS?(:

n haha i play basketball w netball style. like funny when i prac stood there n waited to pass ball.
then some ppl snatched the ball from me.
LOL

so we played till like 11 30 or sumthing.
n went for a short lunch! yw, yl, ada, ham, me.
all talk crap like really long xD n the whole day i was laughing at ada's mouth. HEHEHE

then all went up to netball court to help me n ameera train. more of ameera, cox she GS haha!
then ada n yw so cool la. like trying to learn the rules n stuff.
wish they were in the team as well! haha would be really fun(:

i think training ytd was good overall(:
haha thot we're gonna have a really light training. guess not.
anyway did c-pass practises. im losing my dodging ability. gah
n then did like half court w coach, qian n all.
coach so cooool la!
like when she was getting the defenders to defend her when she play GA
so fast pls.
movements so precise. like she knows exactly wht to do.

n qian is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tall
prob has an bird's eye view of everything xD
she was like shouting out commands like 'left left, right right, double guard double guard!' etc
but i think no one heard except for me cox she was def me??
hilarious!

then we played w bdiv n cdiv.
hahaha dunno leh.
like quite messed up
n i think i was quite frantic cox i was WA n i couldnt pass into the circle cox no one's coming out.
n i think i ended up being quite fierce.

DAMMM
i really think its stupid k.
i thot it was like norm for ppl to shout n whtever on court, but i guess sometimes i get fierce n ppl cant take it :/

sorrryyy jasmine! ):
need to control myself. need to take things all on a happier note(:
sorry guys!
promise i will control my FEROCITY hahaha

just like a teacher said before 'when you're in the game, you're no longer yourself' ROFL HAHA
i hope yiyi n hammey rmb that. xD
dam funny.

but hope tht yall know i have this immense desire to see yall desire to do better
not to win matches or whtever,
but its just tht, when ppl really wanna improve, the whole teamwork thing will be there.
u play for ur teammates
u play well so that u can contribute to the goal
u play well so that u can do ur part in helping the team.

tht's the whole point isnt it.

anyway i have my own stuff to improve on!(:
1. reduce my ferocity, increase my "angelicity"
2. my half stepsssss when passing :/
3. looking at space in the zone
4. moving in semi circle
n many more.
-faints

oh God, help me do a better job(:

anyway i think overall not so bad play. i really see the defence side improve more le.
but still not there yet. but JIAYOU K
but i guess ytd u all were tired.
esp trackers
like ELEVEN ROUNDS AROUND THE TRACK?ouch :/
heart hurts for yall.
n nanos looked even more SIAN n TIRED more than usual
haha!

but yeah coach was angry w us for all our stupid mistakes.
sighhh i commited stupid mistakes too. crappp :/
17 mistakes.
17x10 =170
punishment =170 pushups
we all ended up doing like half pushups, half crunches
i did like 90 pushups? then 60 crunches.
hope we all learnt the lesson. :/

cg session was cool(:
like was good.
good sharing, good testimony
n stuff shared really related to how i felt last night.
Thank God for the right timing for healing of my soul.(:
n praise n worship was good too!
missed my cg so much, so glad to see them all again(:
its like a refreshing session for me.

k.
shall stop being so ferocious on court. HAHA
promise promise promise.
but i still wanna see the step forward(:

tired but so thankful

2008-02-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

i dunno how to say

this is so sad.
its like i cant see it anymore, but i know my heart never wanna stop believing.

i dunno how to phrase it
its like
each n every one of u matters so much to me
n i want so much so much so much for a step forward.
but sometimes so hard to see it.

n sometimes there's so much to handle.

but oh God.
i really hear this calling.
i hear this calling to not give up.
i hear You telling me to hang on so tight so there wont be a time where i can lose confidence.

i will.
i will never give up on this.

i will push for it.

Dear God.
Your mighty n supernatural strength in me.

thanks ameera(:
i really appreciate it sooooo dam much.
like it was powerful la.
n i really feel it from u. thanks babe(:

cried again after talking to bfg.
but im just more re-affirmed.
n i truly hear His will for this.

Thank you, Lord.(:
thank you for the enlightening cg session too
i love all the sharing n stuff.
i know this whole thing is something tht Your favour is upon.
n the endpoint is going to be really really..amazing(:

im sorry if im fierce on court guys.
but know tht i really want to push yall to ur best.
im not condemning ur mistakes.
everyone can make mistake
but i need to see the desire to improve.

BEEN BUSY!

2008-02-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

haha haven updated in like 2 days!been busy w homework n quizzes. -faints.

MON
played a match vs acjc n we lost like terriblyyyyyyyy.
hahaha
but was really sad la. like i feel tht i didnt put in enough effort as well.
n basically the whole team was like really demoralized after a while.

n i was really sad after the match.
cox we really disappointed qian.
tho coach was saying it was okay, can tell a hint of disappointment.
n i felt that i let down my team too by committing unforced errors.

BUT HEY
i mean its over. n im okay abt it now (:
just that i learn that no matter who ur opponents are, just go ALL OUT.
give it all no matter what.
like so what if they're taller than u by heads.
so what if they're stronger n bigger.
will just better myself each time (: more impt

TUES
nth much! haha nothing SIGNIFICANT.

TODAY: WED
urmmm was like kinda unwell in the morn.
had sorethroat n clogged nose n whtever.
woke up with such a dam horrible sounding voice. -shocked
think i shocked ameera when i called her to tell her that i wasnt gng to sch in the morn.

but anyway i just did some hw, took some medicine, rested at home in the morn.
then went to sch at noon to go for a bio field trip to....UNDERWATER WORLD :D

underwater world.
is
like
really
COOL.

lol i prac looked like some deprived kid.
i was like 'woooooooooooooooow so interesting' here n there.
i loved seeing all the different marine animals!
like HUGE FISHES N CATFISHES. -faints. tht kind tht grows up to 3metres!

a HUGE fat fish swimming in the enclosure. we were at the travelator! which was so awesome, with so many marine fishes and sharks swimming around us.

stingray!

seahorse with its tail around a pipe(:

an enclosure showing a real developing young small shark at 7-9 weeks!

ada n her hotspot--touchpool(:

a type of seahorse with camouflage ability(: to look like some seaweed, leaves.

really had a fun day out at the underwater world.
haha n was really interesting to hear abt facts abt various sharks from teachers n even gabriel LOL

n gosh really hope next time we get to swim with the fishes n sharks O.O n definitely dolphins(: if we have the chance, right ada?(:

after the field trip, went out for steamboat dinner w family(:
at like beach road or sumthing.
n o my.
so deliciousssssssssss hahaha
n really had a fun time w family haha.
so sad erjie's leaving for UK soon ): like a long term thing pls.
gonna miss her so much.

anyway there's a match tml vs jjc(:
GIVE IT ALL KAY A DIV.
oh God.
pray that tml we can really give our best shot. no matter what.
no matter how tough it may be.
(:

i'll never stop believing.

here in my life

2008-02-17T18:09:00.003+08:00

oh God.
i cant help but think abt ytd's match.
like u know, it showed us that we have the potential.
like how we caught up in the last 2 quarters.

Im really touched by God's Grace.
how many times would i have failed if not for His Strength in me?
how many times He told me to hang on when i felt like giving up on my responsibility, my team.
n how subtle lil things He did for me can affect me so much.

sang this song in arrow service worship ytd.
n i couldnt get it out of my head.
this song really speaks to me.
how one cannot walk alone, how i would drown in my own failures w/o His grace.
Thank you, Lord.(:

Here in my life
Hillsong
Saviour King Album

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:
In that very same place
All my failing surely would've drowned me
But You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds
The way to freedom, truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still you made a way!

jiayou for tml's match Adiv(:
we've worked hard to come this far.
dont let fear,pressure or anything erase ur efforts.

today's match(:

2008-02-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

today's just pure wow.

k today we played vs acs international.
encountered the same team which came for friendly last time(: so yea we know these ppl

k basically we started off w 2 lousy quarters.
like no one's prac warmed up or sumthing
n everyone's just pure blur. hahaha
i mean our team la.

BUT

i think its amazing like, how we caught up in the 3rd n 4th quart?
like we just got better n better on the spot.
n it was like a diff combi from the 2nd/3rd to 4th quart.
so yea it worked quite well(:

anyway i think we really did a not-bad job today(:
considering its our first tournament style kinda match using a new team.
with ppl from all diff ccas.
but i think its so nice to see at the end of the day how we can all work today quite well(:
but definitely got room for improvement yea!

hmm today i played like GA, then WA for the rest of the quarts. hahah WA quite fun actually.

o in case u dont know, we lost tho. hahaha lost by like 30ish shots.

o yeah gotta say tht:

elaine's so good at c! hahaha. like she carried the game for 4 quarts! basically took ball from def all the way to me (WA) so we can take it to attack side. woo goodjob!

n yea good shooting shooters(: jas n ham. woooo gjgjgj.

haha n EUNICEEEE dont be sad k): cox we all feel for u. dont worry dont be stress, we'll get better w more trainings k(: JIAYOU BABE

btw THANKS TO SUPPORTERS WHO CAME(:
thanks peeps, really meant alot to us hahaha.
all the encouragement we can hear when we're on court.
at least i did(:

hope maymay's leg better! srsly dunno wht happened man. n suddenly she just limped outta court. i went forward but i was called back into the game. lol...so not used to tournament style aye?
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so after the whole game we went to eat!
like: qian,jingyi,me,elaine,ada,steph,gabriel,bryan.
at like junction8?!?!? pastamania. hahaha where QIANQIAN WORKS

anyway was like SO FUN hahaha
prac talked n laughed like crazy due to qianqian's gestures, phrases n whtever la! hahah pls lor dam funny la BFG! -recalls the bibs-tag-number thing :D

o later pei qian to yoshi cox she was sick of pastamania haha.
n then WE CONTINUED BEING CHAOTIC
like OUCH LA qian. pain k.
-slaps her stomach.
hahahaha

btw during the game:
it helps so much when ppl shout. of course not all at the same time xD
like can hear qian ('wah lao 5 feet already la, want 10 feet issit??' ROFL n 'STEPPING?!?!' etc)
n coach was saying like 'come forward come forward'
n i think when i heard it i really did
so gradually came forward more.
n i think shouting worked for elaine too haha.

after tht we went our separate ways.
me,ada,steph,gab went with us to new crea arrow service!hahaha
so cool(: hope they enjoyed it, n brought something back w them.
then qian n jingyi went shopping, elaine went home.

arrow was not bad. just tht i was REALLY tired.
ALMOST fell aslp.
thank God i didnt. (:
omgosh n its like the 3rd time i missed church band prac.
so sorrrrrry ): but i think matthias was very nice cox everytime i asked him he'll fill me in :D thanks!
k i will def go the next one!

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o man
so wanna thank God for today.
i mean we all learnt so much yea
as in we never had a match tht could tell us all our stupid mistakes more clearly like todays.
at least for me.
everything became so evident.
k now let's work harder!:D jiayou my beloved Adiv!

prayed hard in the morn for today's match.
n i had confidence in the Lord.
felt like i was assured by Him. (:

prayed tht i would play my best today, so tht i wouldnt let my team members down.
hmmm felt tht its not yet my limit or anything so i believe i can still improve.
yep, but thank God for all the guidance i received today(:

bliss

2008-02-15T21:49:00.004+08:00

man im really tired, n my fingers hurt now.

haha today classes were like alright(:
math was okay as usual.
not like it was ever VERY interesting but yeah i dont have a huge thing for math yeah.
hahaha

eng was quite fun. except tht its like sooooooo long cox he added one lil period.
got to see a few good speeches
n i got to evaluate jacque's speech too(: which i felt was fun.
n ROLE PLAYING was like dam funny
APPLAUSE FOR GREG'S GRP PLS
like a boring convo --> they made the scenario into a convo with a person, who has split personality. n greg was really funny! hahah whole class just cracked up(:

wooo love bball too!
played for like duno how long before netball training.
n as usual it was always so hilarious (:
like gabriel with his lame narrative singing, n ball-bouncing-off-his-head kinda scenes. HAHA
always good to play bball heh

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training today was really good

basically warmed up, did passes, a few pair drills, then played match w bdiv

i think we did well in first quart? hahah but coach said we improved as the quarters proceeded.
(:
-cheers for all players!

after tht we went for team dinner!
to KFC hahaha like so fun!
it was like: me,elaine,jasmine,eunice,mayfong,twins,qian,jingyi
we talked so much, laughed so hard (at qian n mayfong HAHAHA)
man hope next time more ppl can join us(:

hahaha tml's our first match vs acsi.

i dont feel nervous srsly.
more like my heart is slow or sumthing, or i ran outta adrenaline.

i have this peaceful, happy feeling.
like somehow, i feel tht GOD Himself, is so mighty n capable in taking care of our small lil Adiv.(:
n tht no matter what, it can all turn out good for us tml.

like i just know. n im gonna trust HIM with all my heart (as much as i can)
n im gonna trust my teammates no matter how much preparation we have.
let's all be confident yea!

my fingers hurt. but i feel so much better now tht this is typed out. (: like my fatigue is fading.

omgosh.
i love my team so much(:
no matter how many mistakes we make,
i'll still love yall.
my heart goes out to all of u(:

Dear Lord, this is all so dam impt to me.
i commit everything, this team, tml's match in Your hands
n i know that no matter what the outcome
we can take something positive home.

i know that by YOUR STRENGTH,
we can do it.
n that Your love, is never going to fade.

o yeah n hammey!(:
cheer up k!
no matter what, we'll support u.
come play w the team tml, n we'll be your pillar of strength(:
love u!

REST WELL PPL(: n thanks to ada,steph, n elaine fung, n other ppl supporting us tml!
appreciate it sooooo much(:

DEDICATION TO ADIV NETBALL TEAM

2008-02-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

HEY DEAREST NETBALLERS FROM ADIV(:

hey i really wanna say a HUGE THANKS to all of you (on VDAY)
for all the effort yall put in! all the encouragement, all the lending of tape (so generous), all the advice etc.

i think its really amazing that, even tho you all are from different ccas (from dance to track, to even gamelan etc) : you guys are really so hardworking.

its so obvious tht when some people cant run anymore, they still continue.
its so amazing that when some people cant get things right, they try their best to correct it.
its so inspiring that when some people didnt get their shots in, didnt pass properly, the rest would encourage them.

Elaine:
hey! dont worry about your stam k. i know its a cause for concern, but im like so sure u can do it pls! you're an awesome C yeah!!! n yeah just trust in your ability n in HIS strength in you(: dont say 'i shud sit out, n just dont play' cox everyone on court has a purpose in bringing the game home. so dont opt out k(: n since u're on court(def a reason why u're there), dont worry n do your part well(:

Eunice:
good defending, babe(: its like it takes some stuff(like coach's scolding) to get u to get into form, but when u do, you're good! haha im sorry if i elbowed you. believe you can do it kay(: thanks for all the fun, laughter n COMICAL STUFF U DO on court xD

Mayfong:
haha i know you're having a hard time doing defence cox you're not really used to it, prob dont even like it, but know tht you're doing it cox you CAN yea(: n rmb tht it really helps the team so much overall when u do wht u do. yep work hard k!

Eugenia:
haha tho i dont see u often in trainings, but im glad you still made it sometimes(: really appreciate it!

haha be prepared to play GD yeah! but dont worry, its all a challenge n test, so even if we're to play something unfamilar, let's just give it our best shot(: dont worry abt zone area, its easy to get used to switching zones! jiayou!

Celine:
hey! dunno why but u dont really talk to us! but heyy its so cool tht u're putting so much effort in whtever u do(: like running as long as you can, defend as much as possible tho u're still not quite used to the game. keep it up ok! will improve as long as we're consistent in our efforts(:

Vivian:
HAHA you ar. always trying to come out for centre pass w some difficulty. BUT i can tell u tht u really improved(: you did pretty well on tues during the short session!! but rmb how u did it k. n thanks so much for the commitment. its not easy cox i know u twins are like GENTLE, but yeah im so glad u are trying ur best(:

Lillian:
lightlight! haha tho u always look so blur n so SIAN..u always do a good job(: if you're a lil taller u can be a GS! but its cool. can really see your urgency and your agility. haha n dont be worried when you try WA or some other positions? jus dont fear or doubt n just give your best shot k(:

Waileng:
tho you're one of the GENTLE ones xD i can really see your determination. i know tht i can be pressurizing when i wanna push you to get your catches, passes right, but you withstood it all(: good job k! n i know you can improve. just really set your mind to do it, n it'll be really soon when we see you catch n pass well. keep working hard!

Ameera:
im really really thankful tht you joined us all(: like i never really thought of asking many people from our clique cox they kinda dont support playing netball or training hard for comps. but im so glad (cox you're a really close fren of mine) that you said YES(: n it's not an empty YES but its a full force one, cox u've been training hard n been really committed(: let's shoot more k! n also improve in rotation!(:

Jasmine:
so glad you joined us! tho its later. but thanks so much jas!!(: the really good thing abt u is, tht u really ask when you dont know, n really try as hard as u can, cox you're afraid of stepping n stuff. but dont worry k(: just MAKE SURE you're firm in your steps, dont drag n u'll be fine. dont be afraid of pivoting or anything cox u're afraid of stepping. have faith yea!

Yunying:
hey thanks for coming for all these trainings tho u're really busy! can really tell you do your best to come tho its not like ur fave sport or anything, but its really heartwarming to see u do your best. in runs n everything. stay committed, determined to improve, n u will REALLY be a dam good def(:

Debbie
thanks for coming for all the trainings tho(: honestly i was disappointed when u skipped a training when you had to do your late homework or sumthing. its supposed to be done beforehand since u know there's training. but its ok(: good effort in all ur drills n runs yeah! work hard n u'll def improve k(: dont SLACK ar!!

ISAAC comp starts this sat for us.
let's treat it as a good gauge of where we stand with whtever preparation we have yeah.
so we can improve n MOVE ON(:
stick tgt n play hard(:

JIAYOU dearest netballers(:

valentine's day!(:

2008-02-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

hey all! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY(:

wow today was really cool. hahaha
got lots of gifts from everyone. THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR GIFTS(:
i appreciate all the things made, bought, 'cooked up'
n dedications too! thanks mayfong n ethel!(:

i guess alot ppl enjoyed themselves today(:
such a sweet day for gifts, spreading of love n all haha. cool to see everyone in sch light up cox of all these lil tokens (:

anyway i still made some presents just now!cox today's gifts not enough hahaha.
i hope tml's still ok. still have to give trainers n coach haha

o yeah n today we did the photostamp! haha four of us --> JASH (jm,ada,steph n ham!)
really cool stamps. gonna wait for ada to scan n pass the photo file around so we can post it

anyway class still went on as usual.

atomic phy:
OMGOSH. ive never had like a 0 for a quiz before.
like most of class got ZEROS la.
just cox we used the forumla for hydrogen n there's only 2 questions in the quiz
n we all died.
-FAINTS.

english:
oooo speeches today(:
pretty interesting speeches today, like on frodian slip(dunno if i spelled it correctly) BY OUR DEAR AMEERA n so on.
actually really enjoy eng class now tht its not so tedious. its in fact really enjoyable, cox its like a sharing session n we all get to see each another better, or in a different light(:

dance class:
oh today's waltz.
like ok...kinda confusing in the beginning, but it began to unravel in my mini brain
so i kinda got it i guess.
but i still danced wrongly sometimes! haha sorry jiajun :x
n mayfong was like watching me n her feedback was like 'bobby! aiya CMI la.'
):
k nvm i'll work harder next time!!!

after PE me,ham,steph,jiajun,joshua all walked to clementi
me n ham went to eat at macs HAHAA
like ok.
my dad was like 'aiyo so ke lian, v day must eat w a FREN.' =.=
but anyway i still enjoyed it(: we talked abt lots of stuff la
n kinda laid out our vday gifts on the table n...analyzed them (:
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haha ytd training was like ..hmmm ok?(:
glad tht so many ppl turned up! wooo
n some of us played really different positions.
like er....me? i cant believed i played C ytd. full court. like LOL.
ok im like last person on earth to be C. but anyway
it was quite fun la. run anywhere(: but its gonna be TIRING
still prefer GA tho.
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o well vday's over soon.
hmmm saw more guys like waiting around at like random places in the public(:
aw so sweet.
n there was this guy with a HUGE teddy bear n a HUGE envelope. :O
cant help but smiled secretly when i saw him.

so happy today(: i love all of you my dear friends!(:

o yea.(: looking forward to tml's training!

chill~

2008-02-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

ooooooooooooooooooooomygosh.
kay ISSAC IS HERE.
as in the competition.

jiayou Adiv(:!!!

hahaha o no was like feeling pissy at home just now. tsk.
sometimes just irritated w my dad la.
o well shall CHILL hahah

ahhhh need to make like vday presents.
like alot i think.
-rushes

wooo training tml w coach again!
let's hope it gets better(:
n WOW today VIVIAN(one of the twins) managed to come out so well! for a few times. for c pass.
hao piao liang de dodges n sprints.
pls do the same tml!:D

geee. kinda sick of QUIZZES all the time.
esp math n phy quiz. AND chem lab quiz.
-faints.

no matter how far off i go, You always managed to bring me back. Thank you, Lord(:

out and about!

2008-02-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

had a really fun day today!

hahaha woke up kinda late today cox i just didnt feel like slping early last night (:
so yeah. n as usual steph comes over for flute
n we went like 'ahhhhhhhh chem lab again tml.' -monday blues

nt tht we dont like it, but we're kinda sick of DISTILLING + waiting + glaring at the collecting flask in hope that there'll be more drops of product.

basically did some work in the morn, then decided to go shopping w sisters (:

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yep so we went vivo
ate carl's junior--> which was kinda nice....but like it was a horrendous exp eating the silly some chicken thing wrapped w lettuce. plain messy.
k not gonna describe.

TODAY'S "LOOT"
-erjie :
got her nice cowboy boots from charles n keith(: the calves-covering kind.
a nice black shimmering top from river island (on sale)

-dajie:
got a nice pair of gladiator sandals looking gold heels frm topshop.

-me:
FINALLY i have a pair of boots which i really really love from URS.
n got a nice collar shirt from topshop.

hahah really love hanging out w my sisters (: tho sometimes we dont talk alot. its really comfortable gng out w them. so sad tht my erjie's gng to leave for UK. -sniffles.

n yeah.
i NEVER knew my erjie's sooooooooooo horrible.
like taking MRT's the last thing she'll do on Earth.
k the last thing is prob bus. BUT STILL
then she's like plotting how to get dajie to drive us back, cox dajie has to go for church straight.
but anw dajie just drove us back before gng for church at ORCHARD.
so yeah..=.=
all hail my erjie (:

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awww man i think i really like project runway!
so impressive to see designers come up w the designs, under such interesting topics.
inspiring!
n i rmb how my parents didnt approve of me taking art, continuing w designing, cox its only hobby-worthy, not career-worthy.
but sometimes i really wish...i can just design forever, keep drawing
pick up sewing more
n start making my own stuff
if somehow i end up taking design courses dont yell at me (:

sch tml!
shall just look forward to a new day with guidance from Him.
im sure its not gonna be the ordinary, boring days.
not permitted!

lessons learnt

2008-02-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

its soooo the time for some jaychou slow music.
omgosh today was really impactful man.

training
basically i was really excited abt it cox we really have alot ppl today n yeah just happy tht we can all train tgt.
BUT
omgosh i think we all like off-form today or sumthing
-faints. ok maybe not all
maybe its just me. ouch

anyway srsly man.
i think i shud have eaten breakfast later or sumthing. cox i ended up not eaten anything after 10.
cox during training was having cramps n whtever.
like just plain nua~ la.
then had to sub out twice ):

n i think i never think when i played today.
so stupid. hmmm made a few stupid mistakes too.
n lol i played GA,WA,GD. like ok,WA,GD are kinda new to me lol

but i feel so weird doing rotation with so many diff ppl.
GS keeps changing. nvm we shall work on tht (: RIGHT, AMEERA N JAS?!

o ya n coach was like kinda pissed at us when we didnt do this drill properly.
cox some of our passes were like -you know-
but after a while we talked it out n did better.
so yeah. sorry coach! heh.

but again, training was really enlightening.
so much to absorb n execute.
jiayou!

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n after training I FORGOT abt watching cj7 w my sisters!!!

SO SORRY ):
pls forgive blur n hungry me.

so yeah after like 17 missed calls i finally picked up erjie's call n they came to fetch me. i was abt to eat at sumo house w hams!
sorry hams ):

hahaha so cj7 was.....6/10? my rating.
i mean the plot was kinda lame la.
BUT
IT WAS SOOOO CUTE(: n kinda touching.
n some amusing parts here n there.

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anyway here i am back home.
all the way back in the car i was thinking abt rotation in the circle.
now tht i think of it some stuff made so much sense.
just tht i need to piece it all tgt so i have a clear pic of wht to do.

hahaha n was like prac in my room.just felt like doing.
splits/lunge/blocking my def then turning ard to receive etc
lol! like so hilarious pls. could laugh at myself.(:

when i was showering, i was kinda thinking abt discipline n stuff.
like i feel tht i put more effort in netball than in my work nowadays.
like less than i should. urgh
sorry i guess i like playing netball more :P

but anyway discipline is wht its all abt yeah.
i guess thru all these juggling between schwork n sport
the real lesson is discipline.
so yeah i better start doing more work >:)

n i really wanna tell myself, at the end of the day, tht:
yeah i managed both well.

God help me.

but looking at today: thank God for the lessons ive learnt from today(:
taking it slow n steady.

CNY

2008-02-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

hmmmmmm honestly CNY isnt my fave time of the year.

just wished i was prob closer to my cousins or sumthing :P
but i guess we're just kinda different hahaha
something like, a relationship that we never cultured.

so its the usual thing for visitation--> to my aunt's huge hse, to grandma's hse and to Godmum's hse (:

hahaha ok i was sooooooo bored at aunt's hse! except for entertainment by my super sweet n dam cute cousins! omgosh laaaaaa so cute!!!! the kind who gives like SOLID HUGS brimming with love. :D

n after tht the elders went to sing...non stop -tired
including my parents -faints
they sang really well i think! the high notes n stuff
BUT
its just tht they sing for a realllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyy long time.

then went to grandma's hse n all my uncles and aunties are like 'aiyooooooooo why are you so tanned?!?!?!?' -laughs
but man i really like my mum's side family.
tho im not so close to them all
but they're really a nice bunch of people who care so much for each other. (:
then before we left all the uncles surrounded us and bombarded us the 3 sisters with lotsa qns
lol o well. only see them a few times per yr, dont mind ans some qns :D

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anyway today went to GODMUM'S HSE FOR DINNER
like gosh. i really love her cooking.
tho its steamboat it was really well prepared la. (: -yum
n woooo got to see TURBO (: <3 poor thing got severe diarrhea a few days ago!

really missed my Godmum n her family.
can never forget how they took care of me since i was 3mths old
tho we're not related by blood at all.
just pure strangers cox my mum advertised for a babysitter :D

n YES. tml got training. cant wait!
i love training tgt as a team.
tho we're all not very close yet. but i know we will be(:

BACK to blogging

2008-02-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

hahha wow. its been dunno how long!

anyway HAPPY CNY TO ALL(:

hmmm k let's see.
lately ive been studying,training, gng to church.
I guess my life nowadays is pretty easy to sum up(:

anyway i really love training ever since it got more serious and ever since we have more ppl(:
n one session with coach really teaches us alot
like what we usually do, can turn out to be BAD mistakes.

like for me I always take too many steps in the circle.
should just stretch for the ball so that in the end Im still closer to the pole!

well got lotsa room for improvement!but so eager to learn n improve! n wanna see everyone improve too so we can really take the court. (:

cant wait for this sat's training! wooooo

o yea n thank God for jingyi n qianqian! who always so kindly come and train us despite them staying so far away. hahah n bfg's dam funny pls.

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I really thank God for what He's done for me.
for always watching over me so intently though sometimes i really take it for granted.

like He opens a path for you whenever you're stuck, or at loss. its just pretty amazing (:

My happiness meter went like way up when I started going back to church again since 6mths ago. hahah other than spiritual growth, really have to thank God for new friends in church! praise the Lord (:

i think one really impt lesson i learnt in church is that Grace from God is not dependent on behaviour. We don't have to bring ourselves to read the Bible everyday, sing worship songs dam nicely to obtain His Favour. (tho reading the Bible blesses you with knowledge(: )

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o well ok ima go off for visiting! though im not really into the cny mood lol.

passion

2007-05-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha ok the stress of AP is finally getting to me.
n when im stressed i'm like pissy.
gahhh. yeah should relax more, and chill(:

i feel like ever since i stopped going to church i felt this whole chunk of my life broken away. n its been so empty ever since.
i think it took me like almost 2 years to realise i really wanna get back my spiritual life.
):

i rmb singing worship songs in church like nobody's business and ..it was like just for the sake of worshipping.
man i miss those moments when some parts of sermons moved me.
i miss like a normal church morning.
i didnt ask for like a super holy session, or like a bombastic worship session.
i didnt need like a miracle. well God Himself is kinda enough.
it was always just a simple session that could still move you.

n i just saw like small notes i pasted at wall near my table.
think i wrote something like

"whenever trouble knocks on my door i'll embrace it, because i know that its a blessing in disguise, because You Lord, draws straight lines with crooked strokes."

forgot where i copied that from, but yeah.
man where did my passion go.

Oh God.

random eh?

2007-04-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

hey i absolutely love my home.

like i think staying in the hostel made me appreciate my family more(:

every weekend mom would bake something like cookies or some bread. n everytime i get back to hostel i'll miss those tastes. mom's choco cookies are healthy AND tasty man(:

i think i think abt lots of things when im in the hostel.
like how i wasnt a really nice kid to my parents n how i was addicted to gaming, which really broke their hearts and...yeah upset them.
i thot it was really like 'you guys dont freaking understand me' kinda thing. but after like getting off games, i do think they're right in a way.
n i knew i had to stop cause i know i had to snap out of fantasy, drop back to reality and really appreciate people who care. thinking back, i srsly did miss out on alot cause of gaming---my friends, my studies..practically my life.
the world kinda just revolved around the game when ure so in it. but then...it is really empty. cause ultimately its all virtual accomplishments.

well im happy the way things are right now(: like i love hanging out with my family, friends---the suite sweet suite+ others, and like focusing on my sch work, getting ready for AP exams. geee wish me luck (:

hey i think i kinda like hanging out with young pri sch kids. like the pri sch leadership camp i was involved in last time. (: was srsly a good experience.
as in it set me thinking like, it felt really nice helping out and interacting with young kids. n i couldnt help but think abt how much time i wasted on gaming long ago.

gee. today's fri. n im back home but time's just gonna be mean n soon it'll be like sunday. srsly sunday feels so draggy cause i know i have to go back to hostel. i mean hostel's not bad but i just wanna stay at home. human being's primitive instinct :D

n i dont wanna like lose touch with my family.
yeah one time i came home n i realised my dad had a cut on his forehead.
n it's cause he accidentally hit his head against the tap... :/

yeah was kinda freaked out. i dont wanna come home n like realise some things happened without me knowing, cause they wont call n tell me like 'oh i accidentally fell in the toliet today'. guess they wont want to trouble me with such things, but still...gee i dunno how to put it. ):

lol really random post huh? (: well cant blame teenagers for the angst in them. hehh alright gonna go back to youtube x)
later!

2007-04-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

BACK IN BUSINESS(:

2007-03-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

hello people of the world(:

im finally blogging again! well, kinda lah. :D
tmr's chem test! horrible nucleophilic and electrophilic substitutions. ):
wish us luck!

ada rocks so very much.

2007-02-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

woohoo ada steph and hamey rocks my smelly, holey high socks (:

cookies are nice(: popcorn is nice too(: tao kae noi is yummy(: milk is yummy and healthy and GIVES YOU STRONG BONES!(: ada is nice(: hamey is nice(: steph is nice(: i'm sososo lucky to have such a nice roommate and toiletmates(:

woo juniors having match tmr! whee jiayou(:

i have a nice orange mouse with a white flower on it and i'm going to give it to ada cuz she deserves a nice mouse more than me(:

2007-02-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

sometimes.. i just cant get things outta my mind,
like tht hope that never came.
and when i thought i had let go, it came back.
gee. like i cant wait for it to pass.

o well. life goes on huh? -grins

n OPPS SO LONG HAVEN BLOG (:
been lazy.
been busy.
hahhaa

anyway MY GOSH. GJ NB JUNIORS (: for improving! -big hug
i know comp's been tough and stressful. but mann i love u guys for trying hard (:

haha ham combing my hair like right now.
say hi to my new maid.
>:)

WOOT.
tml's PE is touch rugby
quite fun leh actually (:

AND CHINESE O LEVEL RESULTS TML!
like omgosh. the thrill is killing me.
plssssssssssssss let me get a decent grade!

ok time to study for math. later!

2007-01-13T13:13:00.000+08:00

alright im like back at home!
-breathes haha

woa i woke up aching cox of netball's physical training ytd. wooo but it was good. it helps alot. time to tone up! (:

anyway had a good lunch today.----our own steamboat haha. coooolness. n mum prepared simple yet nice food.

and woa its only been a week but its like i haven seen my parents for a long time. and then my dad actually had this accident in the bathroom where he knocked his head against the tap on the wall. OUCH. ): n his forehead bled. saw him ytd with abit of bleeding on the forehead n i just freaked out.

okayy gng out now to check out some guitar courses n picks. cya all (:

2007-01-10T17:51:00.000+08:00

HAR-LOOOOOOOOO
lets all taupok bobby tonight.
thats ME.

then bobby will be noisy and scream and the lady will come down and scold us.
boohoo.

and i love my glow-in-the-dark SHEEEEEEP

and i wanna make a LEG.
with steph.
whose bathing now.

and my name is saobatou.
as in bRRoomhead.
with 2 Rs.
cos you have to accentuate the Rs.
let it roll off your tongue.
like bRRRRRRRoomhead.

:D

and steph is done.
she smells like WALSH body foam.
niceeeeee.

sealseal says he/she/it does not love me anymore.
he/she/it loves hameyy ada and steph MOSTEST.
i am sad.
boohoo.
:(

i am now playing netball.
and my bedsheet not bedSHIT is pink and girly.
gosh.
how awesome right.
WHEEEEEEE.

2007-01-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

opps been lazy so didnt post :P

anyway im like at home right now!but gotta go back to hostel real soon

ORIENTATION 2007 was great! (: n the newcomers are cool this yr yeah. yr 1s sooooooooo cute hahaha. n synchronos night was a blast! (: n a success -claps for all

okayy now we have subject classes
steph's in B1
ham, ada n me in A2 lol

n woa if im in A1 i'll die of pressure lmaoo x)

so anyway,
im looking forward to a good sch yr (: cheers

2006-12-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

woa its gonna be 2007 in like 1hr 15min!

HAPPY NEW YR to everyone! (:

well next yr's gonna be like kinda...how do i put it..urm exciting for me? cox we gonna have AP n SAT exams yeah. n a yr of hostel life haha

geee its like so fast n im already gonna be 17 next yr. i dunno, but time is flying real fast for me. n then 10 yrs down the road we'll be all doing diff stuff. haha the thought of future kinda scares me, like u cant really predict wht's gonna happen. o well

anyway its been a good year. 2006.
i believe despite all the conflicts i had with my parents, i truly understand them. n i know i wanna do better in terms of studying and being a better person.

this yr in sch was kinda tight for me, cox we had many projects n stuff n subjects to handle. guess i got better at handling stress lol

anyway both my godbros got married this yr n i was like really thrilled :D hahaha they're like real brothers to me since ive played with them since i was a kid n gee their wives are like really cool :D

o yeah zhiqing and jinzhi will be leaving for their respective jcs next yr ): my goshhh i'll miss them. qing qing has been like a funky nb mate n jinzhi a good walk-to-school mate. haha dont forget us yall (:

okay a couple of things i hope to achieve next yr:
-good grades
-train well for nb
-participate more in stuff
-go to church :)

okay well MAY 2007 BE FRUITFUL (: lol

have a good one yall

2006-12-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

WOOTS
me n steph -roommates (((:
me n steph + ham n ada ---> toliet-sharing mates haha

omgoshhh happy (: hahah we're gonna be noisy huh -winks

okays today's like orientation trial day ONE:
so we tried inter and intra games n im suppose to be station master with ada n andy n prob some other ppl for station 2 haha

n we had cheer session, mass dance prac, n learn part of the dance for synchro night haha. TRIBAL is funny, but its cool yeah (:

anyway CONGRATS to my elder god bro who's like getting married today (: hehe
like tgt for soooo long before getting married officially. woohooo i love the 2 of u.

so going for wedding dinner later haha. woa sweet la <3 can see huiyi sis in wedding dress n all the grand-ness of a wedding.

THANKS STEPHANIE for ur xmas present. (:
im like so touched.
we'll be fun roomies (:
i love u!
n ur chocolate, is surprisingly...NICE :O
taste GOOD omgosh like u added 5kg of sugar?
but anyway
thankewww (:

lol recently, i feel like i just woke up from a bad dream, n it struck me tht how beautiful ppl around can be. how awesome ur frens n family can be if u give them a chance. so i cant afford to shun away anymore. (:

2006-12-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

haha so ytd was xmas! was spent with adabelle at vivo lolol

n so i wore this santa hat clip the whole day n i received quite alot of attention x) HAHA its like ppl walking past me would stare my santa hat clip :P n then some ppl said it out loud in the bus 'xiao jie wo ben you jue de ni de tou fa hen cute' like...hello i can hear >< jus tht i didnt react lol

anyway my first time to vivo! (: it was greatttt, well to me at least haha. n we both bought pencil cases from 37 degrees! nice! mine's like rainbow colour and ada's one is greenish lol.

n she bought a nike bag!! the funny thing was, she was saying,
'okay i shant buy bag, i shant buy shoes.'
n i was like 'woa, ada u became sensible'

then just a while later she bought the bag. -.- hahah but i guess she needed a bagpack. (: hehe
n it's nice...n GREEN. haha ada's new colour? (:

anyway she bought her cookies n cream nike shirt which is nice! haha and we had some food at pastamania, then a while later had 'tea' (lol tea time -.-) at coffee bean n we talked alot

well, xmas was well spent (: n im glad im back in time for xmas to celebrate with my frens in spore. heh

2006-12-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

wooot korea was not bad! skiing and snowboarding were the best!

haha when i snowboarded for the first time, i went down the slope fine then ppl were like 'woohoo nice! go jingmin!' then after tht they went back to their business.
then i lost control n fell thru a fence! woa could have scraped my chin.
then my head hurt for a while so i was stunned ><
then this nice korean stranger came to help me, but he said so much korean i din understand but he's nice la, helped me unbuckle the board. :D
but anw its still cool tht i get to try out snow sports :)

so went to jeju n it was totally beautiful there. sub-urban places are really nice. i guess u cant really call jeju rural, but ppl there live really simple lives, which is good in a way.

gee cox of the srsly cold weather i caught a cold, then it went up to a slight fever. but thank goodness i recovered real soon (: thanks to my family's medical care lolol

but one thing is, we always ate similar food so it was kidna boring n stuffing. >< gahh. but o well its korean style of eating lol

lotte world n everland were quite cool (: great rides but we didnt have enough time to really try alot of stuff.

gee to think of it now, i kinda miss korea.
i like how simple yet attractive jeju is.
i like the passionate tour grp assistants that served n cared so much for us.
i like how comfortable n cozy the streets in the city are.
i like snow so muchhh (:

it snowed for a day only actually, while we were shopping in the streets. then i didnt wanna go into shops i jus wanna stand outside, take off my gloves n feel the snow. was really pretty. gosh im missing the snow.

n i got to know peggy who's like eugenia's fren! haha really cool yeah. we chatted really long one night at the hotel lol til we got tired :P

korea's really cool. gng there w/o tour grp next time (:

2006-12-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

hahha came back from chalet a couple days ago
2o6 CHALET WAS AWESOME YEAH

haha ivan they all still haven changed la. -.- sheesh. so happy to see xuan n ber n other sisters. hahaha

anyway we had so much fun. we played thru the night, played mafia, played pool etc. (: was a greatttt gathering.

think i'll miss them all leh. :/ its like everyone's more mature, n everyone moving on tht kinda thing. yeah. hopefully we can all meet up again :)

haha AT THE AIRPORT right now. srsly had nth to do so i wnt to the free internet access corner to BLOG. hahaha

was playing dota today n realised the potential of agi heroes lol. n realised tht my sis actually played dota last time too. :D yeah
but the thing is....
my laptop cant support warcraft
-sobs
you gotta be kidding me
hurrr
nvm la then i shall jus mug for SAT and AP ><

anyway ada's going to gold coast tml!
hey have fun k (:

lol we're like all going for holidays at the same time. nicholas is gonna go NZ, same time as me. hahaha

geee i cant wait to ski n like touch snow for the first time. haha

anyway take care all. bye for now (:

2006-12-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

okayyy ada's like RIGHT NEXT TO ME threatening me to blog or else she'l blog for me ):

so mean
ada: "hey im not mean lor...bobby is!!! >:("

haha ok going for 2o6 chalet later
prob going to wildwildwet!! if can la (:
haha then all get tanned
:D

cant wait to see old frens eh like all the sisters last time
haha then bbq tml!
n ham n ada's coming for fun lol

o yeah went for nb by myself in the morn
aching la but shooting improved abit heh

ada and ham rocks my world(((((((((((((((:

2006-12-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

hoho ytd had SL (:
yeah was steph ada ham nic n me.

ytd's session was like quite okay yeah?
hopefully next time we can reach out more
but yeah tho there are some ppl who didnt appreciate it, some ppl did.
n i hope it did make a difference no matter wht (:

lol went home then played dota, watched replays
was tired eh
n at NINE PM i decided to go slp x)
like woa.
i usually slp at 1 plus :P
but anyway i woke up at 1am n drank water then zzz
haha

haha now's the period of time tht i get addicted to FALLOUT BOY all over again <3 hey its like even tho their music's abit like junky but i like how 'carefree' it is :D lol n my chemical romance is nice too (:

oh yeah! MR LIM GOT MARRIED YTD. CONGRATS! <3

n tml my cousin's getting married. lol marriage season ppl. grats too!

do you even know.
doesnt matter anymore.

2006-12-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

KAYAKING TODAY was awesome
jus tiring haha
but it's sooo fun (:
alot of newtown sea scouts o.O lol noisy bunch haha

we're like red n tanned now i think. but i love the sun so fine with me haha

we learnt lotsa strokes + rescue + capsizing :D
n all in all it was really awesome
haha definitely gonna kayak next time

tml's 2nd day of course! testing i think :/
ah well hope we all can pass ahah

after the whole thing today me elaine n ada went to tampines mall
took neos :D
n me n ada ate seoul garden
yeah omgosh so fulllllllll.
ada's like the ultimate chicken-eater i gotta say
why always eat so much chicken??? o.o
but yeah anyway good food haha
thanks for celebrating bday with me! <3

then walked around tampines mall at ard 9+ pm
ok tht's when ada started to goof ard n get crazy
freaking hilarious x)

sumtimes its the little bit of things tht makes lotsa differences, tho they're small, they mean alot i guess.

THANKS ADABELLE. srsly had fun la.
cox ure paying for seoul garden so i wrote tht
LOL jk. (:

n yeahhh nb juniors today said they trained hard!
NOT BAD (:
i love u guys. jiayouuu k!

2006-12-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

haha like 8 more min (:
then i'll be 16
wooohoo FINALLY
its like waiting for a whole yr to be actually of tht age
NC 16 MOVIES HERE I COME
ok tht sounded sick haha

ANYWAY TML'S KAYAKING with ada n elaine!
cant wait eh.
super fun (:

thanks ppl for all those messages
haha really made me feel special yeah
(: i love u all

sweet sixteen!
Dear God. thankyou

2006-12-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

woa ho netball today was quite okay hahaha. shud train more (:
n i needa train shooting!

and then.
the spontaneity thing happened again
hahaha we decided to go SWIMMING (:

yep off to my hse to get my swimming stuff then..
we
saw
JONATHAN LEONG o.o n his dog
hahaha woa.
ok im not a fan. im jus curious abt the coincidence
so he lives at clementi!! o.o woa

anyway off to imm to get ada her CHICKEN tht she's been thinking abt whole morn thruout training lol. n mee sua (: yumms.

haha next stop: ada's hse to get her stuff
haha! ADA has like 3 or 4 squirt bottles from nike, of different colours. pei fu pei fu. x)

swam like 20x50m. first 10 was soooo slack haha. then last 10 laps were good n continuous haha. n then there's this guy at the lockers n we're like waiting for him to finish urm..dealing with his numerous floats. but he took forever. n he prob didnt know, we're like lying in the pool staring at him for him to finish his stuff. hahahaha

then yep had something on had to rush :/ cant go to ms sim's hse. geeeee

but anyway. FUN DAY.(:

o yeah
i jus watched SCHOOL OF ROCK on my comp
its a GREAT MOVIE
i love how natural jack black is
great show.
gosh
4.5 stars
0.5 points cox its too short for me
its GREAT

(:

2006-12-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

alrighty met up with ada today. we both were in black lol. shorts. slippers. same style lol

so off to queensway! so ada can get her nice sandals :D
yep so in the end we both got fbt shirts for kayaking n training
gosh
the salesmen in tht shop
so rude
hello. where's the good customer service x(
lol so we quickly bought n scrammed.
another shop had nicer service k. tsktsk

THANKS for the bottle ada! (:

haha went to anchorpoint for lunch! woa its been ages since ive stepped into tht place
yea had delifrance n we're like pigs la
lol
deprived ppl :D

then tons of walking around the mall, looking at stuff n we're like dead tired cox we both slept late -.- but still..
haha then we're abt to go home, but

ada: hey u still wanna get the bands?
me: o yeah sure
ada: back to queens? looool
me: OK SURE
ada: set.

i like spontaneity. hoho

so we got like 3 bands, for me n ada n then for ham. haha they came in a set.
n after tht when we're on our way home, ada was like 'i like the yellow one..'
then ok
me: OK COME.
i jus pulled her back to the mall

lmao we went back to the shop for like umpteenth time. so end of day, we all got our nice bands (:

o yeah had dinner with family + nik outside at great world city to celebrate my birthday (:
thanks so much yeah. we talked alot n yeah had so fun (:

i love my family(nik is kinda part of it too)
its not the gifts.
its the love (:

alrighty dota time (:<

2006-12-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

and we have our netball blog!!

http://hyper-netballers.blogspot.com

<3

2006-12-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

haha went for 6Drgps gathering

n was walking to ps entrance then saw NADYA N I WAS LIKE 'NADYA!' n she was -eyes wipened n squealed or sumthing.

hahaha mgosh nuttytart! i rmb ur nick last time was nuttytart x) lol.
omgosh i missed p6 frens so much its awesome seeing them again

so actually met up with nadya, frances, felicia, claire, elaine, yiwen, cheryl choo and tiff.

soooo funny ppl. n WOA cheryl choo grew like 20cm O.O so tall n prettyy huh.
hahaha so jus chatted abt old days, p6 frens, how they've changed n etc.

well my impression of my frens last time was like..we're jus all silly n funny.
now we're like all grown-up so its like kinda different.
but ppl like claire dont change haha. still the same reaction.

lol frances playing arcade was hilarious.
n we saw another young boy tht was a caucasian too playing the same game beside her. n we totally LOL-ed 'siblings lol'

took neos n tons of pics lol.

was like a really fun day. did some catching up n we'll prob all meet up again (:

had fun trying different heroes for dota jus now. x) different abilities, different builds

2006-12-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

ok last night played dota.
a gruelling ONE hour.
trying to avoid so many mines
lmaooo first blood at 22.
but geeee. still as noob as ever haha

eh but nvm i still wanna continue training (:
muhaha

o yeah gotta go for pri6 gathering o.O haha wonder how it'll be like, how everyone's like now. (:

2006-12-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

had netball training in the morning. lol everyone's dying cox of the heat. but i think gotta get used to it la. other schs training is much worse..so muz endure yea

then yeah i shud jus go sch n play everyday. shooting is like lousy now. -sobs

yeah then went to queensway with adaaaa.
i saw them
they are so nice
they arent ex
they are gd
they are gonna be mine.

so along the way ada was like 'i wan xxx i wan xxxx i wan xxxxx' LOL shud jus record it down n hear urself out ado. x)

o yeah ikea's like celebrating xmas so everywhere in ikea shopping mall its like xmas ambience so awesome. beautiful. (: plus free gifts everywhere hahaha. got this nice heart soft toy tht can attach to ur bags or sumthing

poached salmon is not bad x)

lol so me n ada were like walking everywhere with so much stuff to carry. she had thick sch books n i had 3 netballs to carry so we're like 2 aunties shopping for groceries or sumthing

n when she was looking at some stuff jus now, even tho i cant see her i could HEAR her with her plastic bags etc. lmaooo

n we were talking abt our heights n how our respective future bfs' heights shud be, for good shoulders to lean on. n MADE A STUPID COMMENT. k we're like so mean to xxx haha! opps

then lol-ed like crazed ppl at the traffic junction haha geeeez

we walked ard ikea n decided on wht stuff to buy for hostel haha. goosh. aunties again. saw cheryl chua! haha

so end of day we're like totally blown out. end of story (:

2006-11-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

okayyys. previous post isnt mine (:

alright so today went to imm with ada! n we jus had our lunch n bought handphone socks over there lol. yep then ham waited at clementi for us for kinda long i think :D sry hams!

so all to my hse to watch movies again x) told yall date movie was sick. but hilarious haha. its jus funny-gross. lmao.

ham was like 'so got track or not?' n called a couple of ppl b4 she finally decided to go for track.

i guess we all love videoezy. rent all the movies we wanna watch :D greatness.

'witchblade' was kinda okay..kinda old movie so i can kinda understand haha. but i like the comic itself. concept of witchblade is cool

n OKAY i have 'resident evil' with me -cheers i wanna watch it like since the day it was screened.

o yeah 'Shut up, stop whining & get a life' is a coool book -winks. by Larry winget. lol its more of a kick-ass way to deal with life i think. haha jus found it interesting. and yeah i like it. i like how straightforward the book is.

book says "if your life sucks, it's because you suck.' hoho.

training w luna :D ok. trying.

2006-11-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

hello im sh shakin

2006-11-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

woaaaaa tdy's like tiring x) but great yeah? -winks

ada n i met up with elaine at around 9 plus at tampines so we can go to changi sea sports club tgt to hand in our registration form for kayaking! -hypes

after tht went to tampines to get some lunch n we all ate the same thing and we all cant finish it. x) i actually finished a lemon juice which was sooooo sour -gasps

yep ada n i then headed to town. actually got my shirt omgosh. i was elatedddd. mum actually allowed me. (; -beams. haha n ada got her oaks! nice! looks really sporty.

met ham at cine :D n we bought stuff. ham got her mcr dvd haha n we took neos. woa its becoming a tradition haha. but we jus wanted to take neos with ham, who only took like once or twice with us (:

aiyo!! ada hahahah. u ah. scared us. n we're like frantic after tht. lmao. anyway its cool ure like okay now (: TAKE CARE of urself

so ham n i went to get some ice kachang n went skirt-shopping for HAM. wahaha. ham's like.......................... stubborn! geee. girl. u look nice. cmon. i know u feel the same. quit being so modest. :D

THE plan. -winks

ok tml nb training. goodness. as in literally 'good-ness'. need to exercise. haha n train!

NEOS:

2006-11-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

lol was playing nb in sch jus shooting the hoops then it poured ><
but managed to hand up forms :D

o yeah! saw nic in sch. NICE HAIR. coolness

so still went to JE library even tho it's like pouring everywhere. n borrowed nerdy books n yeah i saw this book abt ruth's story. interesting o.O

n read in the lib til i realised mum also at JE n we jus went tgt at like 5+. LOL she's gonna make her own cake or something. then i'll have to try. wahaha. see. tht's why there's stomach flu in the family. :D jkjk

kinda troublesome carrying the ball all around. need to find my net someday or buy a new net. netball afterall x). ok so leng.

'where'd you go' by fort minor is really nice.
jolts my memory of childhood times o.o
hahaha as in not tht my family's broken but its jus a sad song n has this childish innocence abt it. so reminds me of childhood.
then rmb tht when i was a kid i was sooooooo playful.
HAHA had tea parties in bathrooms. x) so funny
then always playing punching with dad so we're like violent >;) watch it.
n i used to be like super joker.
always wan the limelight on me when we're like having family camcording
haha. i was sooo lame. x)
but yeah. sounded so fun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS. love u (:
i see flowers..from..hahahaha. but she's like 'NOT my bf hor'
lmao.

cant wait for kayaking!

2006-11-27T11:40:00.000+08:00

haha woke up this morning n felt like shooting some hoops.
plus i needa hand up some forms.
yay ok off to sch to play some nb. better than cooping up at home.

-waves

2006-11-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

woa had a weird dream last nite. freaky one o.o n yeah i told ada n we were like..ok everyone's getting weird dreams. ada ure next ;) -winks

gee. maybe tml go sch shoot some balls. jus wanna get outta the hse after staying home cox of some silly stomach flu n fever. need to be released :D

cant wait for kayaking! <3 woohoo.

i feel like letting u know now once n for all.then i can stop this crap n jus carry on.
but anyway. carry on with ur obsession.
tried.

2006-11-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
ok ryl's like fun but its like jamming my comp. sheesh

haha shallow hal's nice! funny movie. n sooooooo sweet. (:
n the company's like not bad! great dancing. as in its a real dance-kind tht kind of show. almost like a documentary. :D

anyway.yuck i still got abit of stomach flu. cant really take in food.

o man.i wanna stop camping infront of comp n get out lol.
wht if i get too addicted to games again.

hey. stop it.

2006-11-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

ada&ham: bobsy is sick aint you bobsy.
bobs: yes i am.
ha: wutcha temperature bobby?
bobs: 37 point something.
ha: oh.
bobs: yeh.
ha: oh no.
bobs: what?
ha: bobsy is shaking.

-bobs starts to shake in a disturbing manner-

then she slept.

the end.
sealseal is cute.
we shant steal it today since bobsy is so sick. we are nice and considerate ppl(:
sleep in peace bobs
-twinkle2 starts to play-

sick ):

2006-11-24T11:08:00.000+08:00

geeee of ALL DAYS why muz i get sick TODAY. i mean like i could actually go get my shirt (: n go out with ham n ada b4 ada n i go for sam wong's concert! n yiyi's the emcee for the concert! )))))))))): now dad wont let me go out.

nvr had stomach flu before o.o i think. i vomitted like who knows how many times.): last night i totally flipped lol. only had like 3 hours of proper slp. this is crapppyyy.

lmao RYL's got tech probs. this morn log in was fine then 'ding dong': players pls log off now we need to fix a human map. lol! no way.

weakkk :S pls i wanna go for sam's concert.

2006-11-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

haha k we took neos. ada acting retarded (: hahaha punks + material girls look.

haha today was fun yeah

went to watch material girls with ada! date la huh. lmao x)

the movie was not bad yeah. a lil lame but still passable hahaha. quite funny lol :P
then i wanted to like pierce one more but the guy advised me not to yet cox my ear is kinda sensitive :X geee.

yep so we had some taiwanese food at 'shihlin' place. lol n chatted n talked abt HOSTEL. n eh set ar ada, next time catch some horror movie -winks

o yeah n ada got her pinkish nike gym bag which was cooool. plus she's gonna get my purple nike bottle for me RIGHT?

n later at taka ADA bought a puma jacket. lmao! spend soo much la u.
OKAY i saw this reallly really cool puma shirt that i really really want. -melts. gosh. ima dream of it tonight. n ima drool. n ima melt til i get it. lol crazy.

im still in too deep.

oo here's the shirt i want. ima jus fill myself by staring at it.

2006-11-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

haha ada is like buggin me now at my hse!
busybody huhhh
(:

haha o we went to watch step up! NICE SHOW -claps claps
watched with ada steph n josh
n we were like slouching like some ah peis in the cinema lol!

yeahh then went to eat sakae haha alacard. but we all so full sia

ooo we gonna go for art fest concert later at like 6 or something haha, woots
then got disco night hopefully o.O
then go camp! lol
not in mood for camp but still hope it'll be enriching :D

ok ada has fallen in love with sealx2 (:
alrighty laters!

2006-11-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

hey i wanna say thanks to ppl like
yunying, jiajun, steph, lawrence, leslie, meiying, grace, asra, andre (:

they took the effort to make our art fest booth work, to put the plan into action and everything.

like srsly they stayed behind n did work la. n tho i had to go for netball match was kinda glad tht yy steph they all took charge and prepared for art fest (:

after netball match i went back to sch at like 6 or something
then yy steph andre jj and lawrence still there setting up tables on field. wah -claps claps.
o yea we tried out the water guns --- me n steph vs jj and lawrence. haha got thrashed? but was fun
lmao then stayed till like 9 then me steph jj and lawrence left sch for dinner at macs wahah -yawns.
even ppl like lawrence stayed n help :O gdgd

o yeah! the netball friendly match at hwa chong was not bad not bad
(: ehh so proud of juniors.
played against hc international and acsi international.

we won the matches against c-div ppl but lost to b-div. but not bad for a start yes? (:
considering we only have c-div girls and one b-div senior in nush nb.
omgoshh -tears now everyone's like more motivated.
gg ppl

ok hope tht tml our booth will be a hit ;)

bleahh tired like a fish now.

2006-11-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

thank you all.
was more moved than sad? lol
but yea thanks. haha

2006-11-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

:O YES WE GONNA HAVE 10 YR 4S IN NB

<3<3<3

omgosh was so freaking happy when ada told me. haha yayness!
come come let's all train for comps. woohoo

ooo feel like using enchantress for dota. like train using her. dunno leh try. still so new. hahaha nvm play play play.

soooo happy right now i cant settle down. lmaoo x)

2006-11-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

wht i wanna do for holidays (:

1. train nb/running
2. go to the beach :D
3. hang out with ppl
4. play wc like crazy :p
5. watch deathnote 2!
6. sing for kids in kk hosp with SL ppl
7. go explore spore o.O
8. read up on phy, chem? :X
9. pick up a new sport? :D ooo like tennis
10. take up some fun classes, like kickboxing again!
11. go ice-skate maybe?
12. ok i wanna try flying a plane. near impossible now tho ):
13. slpovers -winks
14. shop for new stuff
15. try diff churches
16. learn the guitar O:
17. ride on sis bf's motorbike again!
18. go hiking! trekking, rockclimbing (:
19. go skydiving!!. kinda impossible. gahh
20. walk the whole of The Great Wall in china
21. scream like there's no tml at the highest pt on TGW
22. watch horror movies (:<
23. new hairstyle hoho
24. pierce one more earhole!
25. go cycling for a day
26. check out places ive nvr been to (im kinda suaku lo :X)
27. try some exotic food
28. get to know more ppl while on china tour? lmao
29. have those heart-to-heart talk sessions with ppl -winks
30. movie marathon (:
31. chat with yx!
32. read the bible more
33. learn cooking heh
34. go crash ham's/ada's/steph's hse cox they crashed mine. lol
35. get new earrings (:
36. take photos for a day out
37. hardrock cafe!
38. camp at comp table n game thru the night (;<
39. try the bungy-ride thing! -excited
40. make things right again.

there's prob more. but i think this is LONG enuff. o well later (:

2006-11-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

LOL okkkk today's funny

the previous 4 posts are NOT by me xP

yeahh alrighty. so last night was gaming til REAL late LOL. then woke up early this morn to go sch for a leadership camp briefing.

haha ok gonna go for camp! with ada they all. yayy. gonna be fun. tho i want to stay at home or go out have fun.. but camp, shud be interesting eh? (:

then ada n i walked to clementi central to like buy food to stock up at my hse so we can binge during IR. haha

yeah then me ham n ada were like fooling around at my hse! LIKE IMPERSONATING ME. or jenkin. haha then prank on LOTS of ppl. lol! really funnnyy. AND ham n ada BLOGGED on my blog, crapping n stuff. wahaha. ok so not me ahhhh

aiyoo n after steph came we still continued crazing around n only did ABIT of IR! LOL slackers. no mood for IR :X nvmm all gonna do their respective parts for report. set.

n we spammed games today! n each of us were like best scorer for each game...except for ADA. lol! poor thingg.

icy tower - hammeyy
dinomite- steph
pterattack - jm
ice cream machine -steph

o well ada almost made it for ice cream machine. :D

totally crazed today like there's no tml. hahahaha we're like 'go home n TRAIN. then beat hi-scores' lmao.

ham n i had to like cook cup noodles while steph n ada played n screamed in the rm >< yeah n had a nice chat -winks. dun emo, hun.

today's mum's bday (: happy bday mum!

im sry.

2006-11-09T12:34:00.000+08:00

oh yeh.
i love steph too.
as in steph chua the giggling girl who giggles alot.
-giggles giggles

SH SHAKING.
still sh shaking.

2006-11-09T11:51:00.000+08:00

i like rooney's shakin'

depicts my current mood

sh shaking.
sh shaking i'm sh sh shaking
ohhhh....
whoa whoa whoa whoa

and i'm listening to barney's 'i love you' on my ipod.
i love.

2006-11-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

shake shake it like a salted peanut
-ons webcam

2006-11-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

HEY YOU PEOPLE!

MY NAME IS BOBBY AND IM STRAIGHT! (except for my hair =) )
i love ameera and adabelle.

i am a biased owner who acknowledges only one rabbit out of twO ):
so mean to bitbit =/

i love to dance in front of the webcam..
yay

2006-11-07T13:18:00.000+08:00

ONE more paper
goodness i love '1's.
(:

woooooooooooooooooots
then tml n go watch movie with steph! hahaha
storming the city! lol jk

song playing- fat lip by sum 41
its nice!
cant drop it outta my mind. haha

woot k. one more paper.
dont screw up
but i think i will -.- hahaha
cox mr lim was saying its kinda hard :X
ahhhh.
but its 1mc only.
but still..
i wanna do well for phy lehh
ok try
ok im like talking to myself.
on the blog.
lololololololol (:

fat lip!
"Storming through the party like my name was el nino"
awww i thot i heard 'ellianea'
hehe :p

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